I haven't been online for 10 days :( I really miss you guys. Honestly I don't entirely know why I haven't gone online. It's mostly bc I don't have time with school and ballet and all the homework in between, but when I do have time I find myself avoiding wattpad for some reason. Idk I've just been kind of bummed and I didn't feel like going on wattpad. Which is stupid cuz you guys always cheer me up when I'm sad. But for some reason I was just kind of distancing myself from wattpad and I feel really bad bc you guys are all my frens and I don't ever want to lose you. And I'm just really sorry that I left without warning. Another reason I don't go online sometimes is bc I know if I open wattpad, im gonna be online for the next 5 hours. But that's no reason to avoid it, I love talking to you guys and I feel so stupid for avoiding it. You guys make me so happy and im sorry I haven't been there for you guys.
So now I'm gonna go check my 245 notifications and when I'm done, I might go to sleep bc it's late. I might also write a little life update, but that will most likely happen tmr
Ily all sm and sorry for being a little shit
OH WAIT before I go I need to share my emotions with you bc I'm about to craft. (Sorry in advance for the caps) ((I said sorry a lot in this chapter))
So I opened youtube and the TATINOF MOVIE TRAILERS ARE OUT AHHHHHH. And I watched them both I stg I was actually crying bc iM SO SAD THAT I COULDN'T GO AND IT LOOKED SO AMAZING AND IM FEELING EMOTIONAL AGAIN AS IM WRITING THIS, IT PROBABLY DOSNT HELP THAT IM BLEEDING FROM MY BIRTHING AREA. OH GoD I'm not ok.
Ok goodnight guys, ily :)
