~abnormal~

So the last two days were crazy. I tried to dye my hair pastel pink, but the universe obviously hates me so that didn't work. Here's what happened;

Yesterday I bleached my hair bc the pink was too light and it wouldn't work otherwise. It was really ugly but thats ok bc I was putting pink on top. And the pink looked like it was really working and I was so excited

But then when I washed out the dye NOTHING HAPPENED. my hair was literally yellow from the bleach. It was fucking Y E L L O W. *vomits*

And I was about to cry bc it was so fucking ugly but my mom found my red hair dye I had left form before I cut my hair. So we put that since it was the only hair dye we had and the stores were all closed. But unfortunately, it turns out  bright red hair on a buzz cut is incredibly ugly

(Excuse my face, I didn't know the flash was on)

Yeah, I looked like a fire hydrant... Plus, this morning I was late for class so all the attention was on me and I was about to start crying I felt so ugly. I rushed to my seat with my head down. Some ppl laughed at me. It was fun. The picture doesn't even show how ugly it was. *shudders*

Here's a list of words I used to describe my hair throughout the day:
Horrid, hideous, horrendous, horrible, atrocious, disgusting, ect.

And then today we got this product that removes hair dye (it smelled like someone farted on a radioactive skunk) so the red was gone and I was back to the lovely yellow. And we tried dying it back to brown bc that's my natural colour but for some reason its fucking orange now I dont comprehend.

And my scalp is irritated from the bleach and all the dyeing I feel like if I try to dye it again its just gonna start bleeding.

But at least I look decent now. And my mom's friend, who's a professional hair dresser, offered to dye my hair pastel pink once my scalp recovers. So after my nutcracker shows I'll probably do that. So like the second week of December.

Ok well gn guys ❤