Blasphemy [TYLER JOSEPH X READER]

[[[Trigger warning]]]

I got to school early the next day. It was a frosty, foggy morning. I got there before anyone else and I was waiting outside the doors, for Tyler.

I reached into my pocket, and I grabbed my white headphones, plugged them into my phone and then I put them in my ears while getting my hair out of the way.

I see a movement out of the corner of my eye. I squint and spot what seems to be 2 people, a boy and a girl. They are talking fairly loudly and they are not that far away so I slide my earphones out of my ears out of pure curiosity.

All can hear is a faint conversation. The conversation goes on for about 5 minutes. I notice that the people keep glancing over in my direction once in a while.

The girl hands something over to the boy. The girl is wearing a hat but I can make out a glimpse of blonde peering from under the beanie.

I sharply look back down to my phone as the boy starts to head over to me. I pretend like I didn't notice him at all

"Heyy beautiful"

I jump and quickly take a step back from the boy.  He is tall has perfectly slicked back hair. He lookes like a right fuckboy. Although I do notice that his eyes are bloodshot and he looks half asleep. He reeks of drugs.

"Ummm excuse me?" I pull a face of disgust while taking a step back and putting my phone back into my pocket. A sense of fear fills my body.

"You have been excused" he says while grabbing my shoulder and pushing me gently but forcefully onto the wall. With one hand He grabs hold of my jaw while he holds both my arms still with his other hand

"Get off" I shout at him

The boy gives me a smirk. He is much stronger than me and is keeping me pushed against the wall. There's nothing I can do

Suddenly he starts kissing me. I squeal into the kiss. It's disgusting, tastes like cigarettes. I ferociously try to break free of his grasp. My eyes are open. I look over and see a very shocked Tyler standing a few feet away.

I try to scream and tug free but Tyler has already disappeared.

I think quickly and manage to violently step on his foot and free one of my arms followed by planting the biggest slap on the boys cheek. He falls backwards and lifts his hand up to his face and I am finally free of his grasp.

I looked back and said "Fuck you" followed by me spitting all over his face.

"Hey! Get back here you slut" his voice echoes as I'm running away trying to find Tyler.

I look back one last time and point both of my middle fingers at him before beginning to run again.

[tylers pov]

My eyes are filling with tears, I can't believe what I just witnessed.

Both my parents are at work and my siblings are already off to school so I decide to head back to my house.

My run slows to a speed walk. My mind is processing what just happened, I cant stop unseeing Y/n with that guy, the thought is trapped in my mind. She really seemed into that kiss. I can't forgive her.

I told you she didn't like you! No one does

"Shut up!" I scream to myself. The voice is back

Just die already. Your not worth anything anyway

I try to cover my ears but the voice is still so loud, so very loud.

I arrive at my house, my hands shaking as I fail to put the keys into the lock multiple times. I fling the door open, chuck my bag on the floor and head upstairs.

I fall onto the bed, crying into the pillow. The voice in my head is screaming death threats at me. I bang my head on the corner of the bead multiple times until I feel blood dripping down my forehead.

"Shut up!!" I scream at the top of my lungs I can't take it anymore. I can't hear anything apart from the voice. It's taking over my body. I can hear it's maniac laugh. I thought I managed to get rid of it last time but no. It's back and ready to haunt me.

Just die!!!

Kill yourself!

Your worth nothing!!!!

I can't believe you actually thought she liked you!!

Kill yourself while you still can!!!

Quickly before she finds you!

With every sentence, I hit my head on the wooden part of the bed harder and harder.

I stopped at the excruciating pain. My vision was blurry. I felt dizzy. I stumbled into the bathroom and leaned on the sink, I couldn't keep my balance.

I gazed into the mirror, my forehead was drenched in blood, the blood was dripping down onto my cheeks and onto my white shirt. I smear the blood over my entire face and my shirt and smile.

I open the draw and grab my favourite razor. I haven't used it in months.

My body is a canvas and the razor is a paintbrush. I place red paint onto my skin. Painting pretty pictures. the pain feels good, like I've let out all my struggles. I notice the blood trickling down my arm and onto the floor.

This whole time my sight is blurred as I look into the mirror, squinting, I see him, Blurryface himself, giving me a grin. I can't make out any facial features. Only his red, evil eyes

We did it Tyler

That phrase bounces on the edges of my brain. I feel light headed and I glare at the mirror while everything around me starts to become dark. Blurryface gives me one last smirk and then,

BLACKNESS

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