Time skip to neer Christmas
[your pov]
The cold breeze runs through my body, nipping at my skin. The floor is layered with a thin blanket of snow. I'm sitting on a cold bench with a happy Tyler sitting next to me, my legs are resting over the top of his thighs.Tyler recovered from the incident pretty well. He's been taking therapy sessions weekly but I'm still nervous with the thought that he is depressed.
Well i mean, same.
But he seems unhappy most of the time, it bothers me a little bit.
"Hey I heard there's a christmas party going on next weekend, we should go"
"Who's hosting it?" Tyler's says, smiling lightly
"I don't know I think it's a guy named Brendon or Brandon or something"
"Sure, why not?"
My phone rings and I hesitantly pick it up, it's my mom
"Hello" I say into the phone
"Honey? I need to talk to you"
I twist around so that I'm sitting in the bench normally. My moms voice is quiet but shrill and terrifying, I can hear her crying.
"Mom? Wha-"
"Your father is insanely drunk, I'm hiding in the basement and he's upstairs with u gun, I can hear him trying to look for me"
"I'm coming mo-"
"No!" Her voice is quiet but sharp "don't go anywhere near this man. I've already called the police, but if they don't get here in time, I want you to know that I love you"
My eyes are tearing up, Tyler is looking at me with a worry in his eyes that I could most describe as tell me what's going on
"Mom, I love you too, more than anyone, stay safe please" my eyes are pouring with tears, I get up off the bench and start to walk towards home.
I'm pacing down the path, speedwalking, Tyler follows closely behind me."I love you, honey, I love you, I love you" my mom keeps repeating over and over. Suddenly I hear a shriek from the phone, a loud noise and then the line goes dead.
"Noo" I shriek as I start running as fast as I can.
"What's happening y/n?" Tyler is running after me, holding my hand.
"Tyler no! I need to get home now!" I'm 10 minutes away from home.
I finally spot the my house and freeze. My feet are glued to the floor, I'm full on crying.
My house is surrounded with police cars and ambulances. Dozens of police men are talking and walking around, they all have guns and bullet proof jackets. My heart stops
I can't say anything, the lump in my throat is too big to swallow.
"Y/n?" I can tell Tyler is worried
He pulled me into a hug and I cry heavily into his shoulder for a couple seconds.
I finally get enough strength to go up to one of the police men
"Where's my mom?" I'm still crying heavily. My voice can barely be understood through my sobs
The man looks at me sympathetically and sighs "She's been taken to the hospital" my heart drops. I look around and spot my dad in a police car, I can barely make out that his face has blood covering it.
He looks like he's passed out but I don't care, in fact, good. He deserves to be sent to jail, I hope he rots in there. I don't care that my thoughts are harsh. This man is most definitely NOT my dad. Not anymore.
"I need to get there right now"
"Yes if you go in that other ambulance, they'll take you"
"Thank you, Thankyou so much"
I can't stop crying, I hug Tyler once again.
"I can't believe this is happening" I sob into Tyler's shoulder, my legs feel like lead and my brain feels weak. Why does God leave us???? Why does God do this, my mom never ever deserved this
"It's going to be okay, y/n, I promise you it will"
But will it?

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Blasphemy [TYLER JOSEPH X READER]
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] Why does God leave us??? [trigger warning] suicide, self harm, strong language, violence