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It's been a week or so since my mom got shot. The bullet just about missed her heart and only damaged her shoulder. She is home now. My dad is in court. My mom is resting and I am sitting upstairs in my room, thinking.
I run my finger across my wrist, feeling the thin lines bulge out of my skin.
Tyler is out on holiday for a few days. He promised we would FaceTime and text but I haven't heard from him since he left; 2 days ago.
I've been sitting up in my room thinking for a while now, not about anything in particular, just about life, my problems, whether things will get better. At this point; I don't know.
The text alert from my phone startled me slightly. I hope deep inside that it's a text from Tyler.
Nope, just a text from some sort of company promoting a product.
I sigh deeply as I turn my phone off and go to sleep. My thoughts still taunting me.
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I get to school the next morning. The day seems depressing, gloomy. Maybe even blue-black.
The day went by extremely slowly. Nothing much happened, some people teased me a few times but I didn't care. At this moment in time, I didn't really have anyone to properly talk to about my problems.
At lunch I sat next to Josh. He's nice. Our conversations have loosened up but i still think about what has happened with everything.
I spot Jenna coming towards us. My fists tense up, I look at josh and he is looking back at me, looking slightly worried.
Jenna sits next to me but not quite.
"Y/n, I'm sorry for everything" she says.
I look at her with complete disgust. Now she's talking to me?? Ew. At least none of her friends are here.
I look down back to what I'm eating, completely ignoring her.
"Y/n?" Her voice sound shaky but disgusting.
"Why are you even talking to me?" I don't even look at her.
I hear her shuffle in her seat
"I just don't want any beef"
I smirk, "leave."
"But I just want to tal-"
"leave Jenna" I say more sternly. I don't want to have to deal with her right now.
"Bu-"
"You heard her" josh says from opposite me. Jenna looks disgusted, but she leaves.
As she is leaving, she mumbles, "Tyler will never love you anyway"
That's it, I smack the table and get up towards Jenna. I speedwalk towards her and furiously grab her by her long blonde hair and pull.
She squeales as she tries to hold on to her hair. I gasp as her hair slides of her head, leaving a very confused, bald Jenna.
I look down at the blonde hair in my hand and back to Jenna, everyone is now looking towards us.
Disgusted, I throw the wig past Jenna and on to the floor. The girl looks horrified and screams. She's running away, her face is bright red. And she disappears.
I look back at josh and he looks just as confused as me. I slightly giggle, my mouth still wide open. I walk back to the table
"What just happened" josh looks at me.
"I guess we will never know"

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Blasphemy [TYLER JOSEPH X READER]
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] Why does God leave us??? [trigger warning] suicide, self harm, strong language, violence