The Nerd's Dreams

I'm not fond of school for a lot of reasons. A) I'm a nerd. B) I'm ugly. C) I don't have real friends. I just lost two friends. You wouldn't believe why? Well... Its because I dropped her bag by accident. How pathetic can she be. My other 'friend' isn't talking to me because of her. Anyways I'm more happy now. At least that was until a few weeks ago.

Flashback
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I was staring in space when I felt something hit my head. I turned around and saw Jason laughing. So as any human would or any idiot human would do I took up the ball and aimed it at his face. Little did I know it wasn't him.

Next thing I know I felt a punch connecting to my head twice and that's when I heard him say:

"She threw the ball in my fucking face and it wasn't even me."

Then all I felt was pain.

End of flashback
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I know my life is sad right. What kind of a guy hits a girl, doesn't his parents teach him anything. The worst thing is I kinda liked him...

Since I was a little girl I always had these dreams that seemed impossible and is impossible.

Those dreams included:

•Get my first kiss- which I did but i'm not in the mood to tell the story

• Get a boyfriend- now that is impossible.

•Get married- if I don't get a boyfriend how the hell will I get married?

•Have children- Again if I don't get a boyfriend how the hell will I get children?

•Become my dream job- hmm...that's seems possible with my straight A's.

•Die happily- Now that's becoming more and more unlikely everyday.

These dreams I must accomplish someway, somehow, to be satisfied that I did something with my life. I will get them done...I think.

I'm currently on my way to the cafeteria with Linda, Nayla, kaylee and Tasha. All I do is follow then around cause I don't see Kelsey or Ana anywhere but they don't need to know that. Don't tell them I said that though.

"Um, guys can we eat under the tree outside?" questioned Kaylee looking kinda scared. Why is she afraid of the public is beyond me.

"Yeah we should" Nayla answered looking around briefly with a blank look on her face. Is she apart of the Mafia?

In case you haven't figured it out yet I'm the only nerd in this group, weird right. If you haven't then.. Lord, you so special.

"Jason, 3 o' clock!"

I turned around to see Linda gaping and immediately I saw Jason. I quickly turned away. We hurried under a vacant tree, each taking a seat.

As of little luck I had he gave me a quick glare and I'm left once again feeling hurt and I felt like no one would ever love me but most of all I felt lonely. Lonely and hungry.