A Month Later
I feel so weak and tired, I'm surprised that I'm still alive, I've been through so much with no sign of Jack taking back control. Anti told me it's been a month and I really can't believe it, I wonder if this will end with me surviving, I've lost a lot of blood and i barely eat, I haven't had an appetite in a long time. Anti normally hangs around the warehouse, he rarely leaves but i don't understand why, I'm not even strong enough to fight back anymore. I have no energy and I've just given up, there's no point, I'm going to die and I can't change that. As of this moment Anti was sitting in front of me, he looked like he was studying my face but I can't tell, mostly because my vision goes in and out sometimes and he just got done torturing me again. He's tortured me almost every single day throughout this miserable month. Anti then started to pace around the room and it looked like something was bothering him, I wonder what he's thinking about?
Anti's P.O.V
For some odd reason I feel like what I'm doing is wrong, is it just because I've kept her alive for so long? I don't know, but what I do know that I don't want to hurt her anymore, she looks so out of it, like she's not even here, what's happening to me? I've never changed my mind about killing someone, I feel like i have to help her but, why? Jack hasn't tried to take control in a long time, I wonder where he's been? Everything seems less fun than it used to be, it actually kind of hurts to see her in pain but, that can't be right. I'm a heartless, I don't care about anyone especially the person I share a body with. I need a break from all of this, I hope I find answers but not here, I need to go somewhere else.
Jack's P.O.V
She's in so much pain I can't take it anymore, seeing her this broken makes me want to die but I just got a new spark of hope, I think Anti likes her and that'll weaken him enough for me to come back and take control, I can save her from all of this pain. I love her so much, I just want to touch her again (Not meant in a sexual way) so I know she's real and alive but all my attempts to come back have failed, I wish he would give up or realize he likes her even though he'll try to make her his but she wouldn't be in pain, and that's all that matters. Maybe I could put that thought into Anti's head, maybe I can help him realize how much he likes her, I might be taking back control sooner than I thought.
Anti's P.O.V
"Hey Anti, I can tell you why you feel this way" Jack said.
"(Sigh) Okay, go for it" I replied, not really wanting to listen to him.
"You like her, that's what love feels like"
"That can't be"
"Oh it is, trust me, I didn't believe it at first either but it is"
"How do I make it go away?"
"It stays forever, you can't change it"
"I don't believe you, but I'll keep that in mind"
"Okay, suit yourself" Jack said.
Could he be right? I'll have to see where things go, I can't trust him, this is the first time in weeks that he's talked to me, what is he up to? I'll just try to ignore it, maybe all of this will blow over.
Y/n's P.O.V
Anti came back a few hours later and walked over to me and kneeled down to face me, I tried to stand up but I didn't have enough strength to do so.
"Don't worry, I'm not going to hurt you" He said calmly.
"Y-You sure?" I asked hoarsely.
"Yes, I just want to see something..."
He put his hand up to my face and brushed my hair out of the way as he looked deeply into my eyes.
"May I... Test something?"
"Uh s-sure..."
He brought my face closer to his and then he kissed me, I hesitated at first but then i melted into his kiss, it was just like kissing Jack but there were some differences. Anti's kiss was a bit rougher than Jack's but it was still good, why would he EVER want to kiss me though? he wants to kill me not make love to me so, what's his deal? I can't process everything that just happened, I can't think straight everything is always spinning I can't take all of this at once. My vision started to blur and I knew it was that point in time where i blacked out, it always happens when he tortures me and as i predicted, the world around me started to fade and I fell into complete darkness.
Anti's P.O.V
She blacked out again, I should probably give her food and water and make sure she doesn't lose too much blood or that she's too close to death. I've started to realize that I do like her in a way that's unfamiliar to me, but I'm not going to admit Jack was right because he's never right. I really do wonder what Jack has up his sleeve, he's been coming around a lot and saying random things that make no sense whatsoever for no reason. I'm honestly kind of scared, Jack has NEVER acted like this in these type of situations. I feel like I'm meeting a new side of Jack, his secretive side, the side I don't know much about and it kills me to know he's planning something and I have no clue what it is.
