Expressing Me

I always feel alone,

I am empty inside,

No emotions shown,

With feelings that hide.

I know I'm living,

But I don't feel alive,

I'm not forgiving,

Maybe that's why I can't survive.

I slice my wrists,

To feel the pain,

The knife, I can't resist,

To see my vein.

I am so dead inside,

That I can't suffer,

Just say I died,

Because it doesn't even matter.