Expressing Me

It's nice when you pull me close,

But not when you push me away,

It takes all I have

Not to scream out "Stay!"

You used to come to my table,

Before you went to your friend's,

I heard that hearts always break,

So how come you make my one bend?

You hurt me enough to not crush me,

Yet the pain is still there aching,

Why can't you see that I'm

So nervous, I start shaking?

Do you know my secret?

Because I don't think I hid it very well,

You say you hate me but you were

Always there to pick me up when I fell.

But now when my heart breaks,

You're only there to mock the broken bits,

I'm a puzzle you haven't attempted to solve,

Since you have the only piece that fits.