What's your problem now? (Kyle x reader)

"I was blushing because I was happy."

I scratched my upper arm slightly, about to open my mouth to speak again but I was cut off by someone knocking on the door.

"I'll get that..." I said before standing up, hurrying to the door. When I'd reached it I stopped for a brief moment, taking a deep breath. I don't know why but I still thought it was embarrassing to say such things.

I then shook my head lightly before opening the door, widening my eyes when I was met by three familiar pair of eyes.

"Kenny, Stan, Cartman... What're you doing here?" Was the only thing I could say which surprised both Kenny and Cartman, but only slightly. "We wanted to see if you were alright." Stan said as he smiled at me. I just shrugged before taking a step to the side, making the guys able to enter the house. I then closed the door, sighing slightly as I did.

They all knew about Bebe now.

The four of us then made our way towards the couch before sitting down. As we did I noticed how awkward it was, no one was saying anything which was causing me to grow more and more anxious.

They think you're awkward

You f-ed up when you said you weren't friends

You should've said something about yesterday

Say something, anything!

They're probably thinking you're weird

Say something now

Quick!

SAY SOMETHING

I opened my mouth, about to hit them with one of those awkward weather-ice breakers but Kyle entered before I was able to make it even more awkward.

"Kenny? Stan? Cartman? Why are you guys here?" I looked down at my hands, sighing in relief.

You're so lucky

You would've ruined your friendship

"We wanted to check on (Y/n) after what happened yesterday." Stan said once again. Why weren't Kenny nor Cartman talking?

"Well, she's fine as you all can see." Kyle said, causing me to look back at him with wide eyes. He was standing, leaning his back at the wall by the doorway with crossed arms. 

"Woah Kyle, look. Kenny and I am actually sorry about tricking (Y/n) yesterday." My eyes widen even more as I snapped my head towards Cartman.  "Yeah, we didn't think she would be drinking that much..." Kenny then added, causing me to realize something.

No wonder they were being so quiet, they must've been feeling guilty about what they did.

Kyle then sighed before making his way towards us, sitting down next to me. "Well, I guess." He then shook his head before smiling the the both of them. "Let's just do something fun to get our minds of the shit that happened yesterday."

Time skip

After watching some movies, eating a lot of snacks and playing Guitar hero for at least 10 hours we finally stopped to just simply talk.

"God damn (Y/n), for you to pass at least one song in guitar hero is about as impossible as it is for Kenny to be in the same room as a girl without hitting on her." Cartman said while laughing. "Hey!" Kenny then said and we all burst out laughing. "I know, I really suck at that game" I said while trying to calm down from laughing so much. I'm really happy that everything's back to normal again.

"But hey, about yesterday." Cartman then said before turning towards Stan. "How'd you manage to get your hands on (Y/n)'s phone?" I turned my attention towards Stan because I'd like to know the answer myself.

"Well, I happened to be in the library after school one day and so were (Y/n). So when I saw her I started to make my way towards her but suddenly she ran off, forgetting her phone. So I grabbed it with the intention to give it back to her but she was getting notifications about texts from Bebe so I felt the need to do something since..."

Stan then looked at me, mouthing some words with a pained expression.

"Since you wouldn't tell anyone, not even when I saw."

"Since I though it was the right thing to do." I looked at Stan as I tilted my head slightly. When did he see her do that stuff. And I had my reasons not to tell them.

"But (Y/n)..." I looked up at Kenny as he said my name.

"Why didn't you say anything about what she did?" 

My eyes widen slightly as I looked down "Well..."

Just admit it, You were being a coward!

You didn't trust them!

You doubted your friendship

You're pathetic

Just tell them the truth

THEY WILL LEAVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT

"I didn't want to be a burden..." I said before swallowing. I then glanced up at them and everyone, even Kyle was staring at me with wide eyes.

They think you're weird now

You should've just shut your god damn mouth

You're not even friends anymore, you never were

Why won't you ever listen to me?

I know what's best for you

"What're you talking about? We're friends so you should've just told us." I looked up at Stan with slightly wide my eyes.

"Yeah, you shouldn't think like that" My attention shifted over to Kenny as he continued the sentence.

"And what Bebe did was some messed up shit" Cartman then muttered under his breath.

I then shifted my attention to the three of them once again before looking down, sighing. I then looked up at them, smiling.

"You have no idea how happy I am to hear those words."

// Just a small note for those who'd like to know why I haven't been writing

I'm terribly sorry for not posting a chapter of this book in like FOREVER! It's just that I'm having a hard time writing and stuff. There are times where I could literally write 4 chapters in one day without taking a break and other times I can't even write a single word without getting bored. And I've had that can't-write-a-single-word-without-getting-bored period for quite a while now. But I didn't think it was fair for you guys so I decided to force myself to finish this chapter.

But I'm not sure when the next chapter's coming out. My goal is to stick to the schedule of posting one chapter a week but I know that isn't happening right now. Maybe once a month or once every other week? Anyhow, I'm really sorry for this and yeah.

Hope you liked this chapter at least//