hey!
It's probably been over a year since ive published anythinnng on this site. And im super glad you've enjoyed this book.
I had so many ideas to write a sequel. to re-write this version. to write other phanfictions. Unfortunately school got incredibly stressful very quickly, i grew alot of self esteem issues (like you do when you 15/16. i had lost interest in alot of the things i loved to do, and fell into a pretty weird mindset, and it happened alot during the writing of this book, which is probably very noticeable.
Dan and Phil were one of those things i lost interest in. Not as people or the content they create, theyre both very lovely hard working boys, whom i still love dearly and they were a huge part of my younger teen years. I still follow them on instagram and its a pleasure seeing how far theyve come.
I think it was more of me growing up and realised that my obsession with being online and constantly watching youtube was very unhealthy. The relationships with people around me and myself were getting more lost, and i wasn't who i was. I lost many friendships that were toxic, or not right for me. I fell into a deep deep hole. i wasnt happy and it felt like i was connecting with myself.
Even though i was never diagnosed, I have a large suspicion i had mild depression, which still does affect my day to day life at times, and insecurities still riddle through me. I've learnt to appreciate so much more and to talk to my friends as much as i need too.
Dan and Phil are still wonderful people, I just grew out of that stage, but i hope you enjoyed this book that was written while i loved them so dearly.
Im almost 18 now. Im about to finish highschool, leave Australia and travel the world. This part of my life is almost over, and i wont forget the friendships, the laughs and the memories i gained for this chapter.
You can find me on instagram @elisebean_ if your curious as to who i am now.
If you wish to read another of my works, i do have a oneshot also published on this account.
Cheerios loves xx
