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Chae-won's POV
Welp! The new song Begin has been uploaded for a day already. There should be some reactions. I should actually go and see the comments. I am quite worried about the scene.

Comments
Omg! Who was that?! She kissed my Jungkook!

That gurl is not that pretty! She should not be the one kissing my oppa!

Ewww! Her ugly mouth touched Jungkookie oppa! Poor him!

She is soooo ugly! Her mouth probably stinks!
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My eyes widened as i looked at the comments. I should not have agreed. Everyone hates me now. Tears stinged my eyes as i felt my nose turn sour and a lump formed in my throat.
Water filled to the brim of my eyes as i tried blinking them away only for them to flow rapidly down my cheeks. They thought my mouth stinked and i was ugly. What did i do to deserves this?! I hid myself under my blanket.
It was not real yet they still hated me. I wish i did not live anymore. People all hate me. I was a ugly despicable girl in their eyes and nothing more. I was not respected, just despised.

They hate me.

I laughed. How stupid was i. Allowing myself to act in that scene, knowing that there was a kissing scene. How dumb i was. I buried my face in my hands as i sobbed uncontrollably.

Dumb. Stupid. Ugly.

That was all i was in their eyes. My eyes were glistened with tears. Tears streamed down my cheeks as i was racked by sobs.

Jungkook: Um... are you okay...?

My eyes widened as i looked at Jungkook who was looking at me with a empathetic gaze. I wiped my tears away almost immediately as i stood up and walked out of his room.
He grabbed my forearm as he stared straight into my eyes. His gaze was filled with worry as my heart beat accelarated at his actions. Why was i suddenly so nervous?

Jungkook: Chae-won... are you okay?

I nodded as i tried to get out of his strong grip only to be pulled into a backhug. Butterflies fluttered wildly in my stomach as i realised my breathing was abnormal.
Then, i heard his heartbeat beating fast. Or was it mine? I was not too sure. However, my palms got sweaty.

Jungkook: Are you sure you're alright, Chae-won? You are crying.

I sighed. I could not hide this from him for long anyway. It was time i told him.

Chae-won: Your fans... the scene.

That was all i could say before choking on my tears. I thought of the horrible mean comments being typed and could not controll myself and wept again. It was very embarrassing.
Jungkook hugged me tighter as he whispered into my ear,

Jungkook: It's alright. I will go and ask them to stop. Gwaenchanha. (It's fine)

I nodded as i wiped away my tears. However, it was futile. Fresh new tears flowed down my cheeks almost immediately again. I buried my face in his chest and sobbed into it.
Somehow, we fit so well together when we hugged and i sort of liked the feeling of hugging him. But why? This did not make sense. I heard his fast and quick heartbeat. His heartbeat was beating as fast as mine.

Jungkook: Gwaenchanha...

Jungkook cooed, breaking my train of thoughts. I sobbed harder as i wrapped my hands around him. I felt a sense of security when i hugged him. Strange. I blushed, finally realising that i was hugging him, an idol, Jeon Jungkook.

Somehow, i have always felt flustered when we come in contact with each other and whenever we were together. I felt happy and joyful at the same time. It was a weird feeling.
A mix of happiness and nervousness. A feeling i sort of liked. But i did not know why i felt like that. Was it love? Nahhhh! I was probably feeling that way as he was an idol.
He smelt good now that i thought about it. He smelt like lavender. I looked up from his chest and admired him. His coconut hair was cute and his little scar on his cheek reminded me of the time i fought with my sister over an Ipad and got a scar on my cheek.
I smiled. Indeed, he was cute. I thought about the first time we met and he helped me with the mattress. He was so shy! It was really cute when he was flustered and kept on stammering with a blush plastered on his face.

Taehyung: Jungkook! Where are you?!

We both stopped hugging as our eyes widnened. Taehyung oppa would definitely tease us if he saw us hugging. I ran to my bed with my tearstained cheeks and puffy swollen eyes while Jungkook ran out of the room.
So, do i like him? If i did, was that why i got flustered whenever we came in contact with each other? Was that why i thought he was cute and handsome. Was that why my thoughts ran wild the other time?
Was that why i dreamt of him and said saranghaeyo to him? Was that why i felt happy yet shy around him?

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I liked him?

Stupid Chae-won! He'll never like you! I better get over my feelings for him before it's too late!

3rd Person's POV
Taehyung: Jungkookie~ Why were you in the same room as Chae-wonie? Were you guys doing something????

Taehyung wiggled his eyebrows as he draped his arm around Jungkook's shoulder. Jungkook blushed and smiled shyly, thinking about the hug.

Taehyung: SOMETHING DID HAPPEN! Did you guys kis-

Jungkook: Yah! Shut up!

Jungkook pushed Taehyung away while secretely smiling.

Jungkook: She cried and i comforted her that's all!

Taehyung: Wait! Why did she cry?!

Jungkook: Um... the scene made ARMYs mad and they... insulted her...

Jungkook gulped while explaining to Taehyung what happened. Taehyung started worrying.

Author's POV
Random questions cuz idk why. Who ships Chaekook? Thank you for reading and... BYEEEEEEE!