Rain ???√

Chae-won's POV
Little droplets of water drenched both our hair, skin and clothes. The water droplets began growing larger and falling frequently. However, we both stayed put.
I hugged Jungkook as if my life depended on it. If i did not, i would never be able to do it again. Both of us, drenched in the rain, hugging and not caring about anything else. I wished we could stay like this.
But that was impossible. I knew it. He knew it. We both knew it. Two months past just like that. In a blink of an eye, from being completely distant, we became so close that we could even hug and sleep on the same bed. Things sometimes happen too fast.
Suddenly, a deep and gentle voice broke my train of thoughts.

Jungkook: We should go home. It's raining and i don't want both of us to get sick.

We both let go of each other. I had a small smile plastered on my face as i nodded. His short fringe covered part of his forehead. It was partly wet. Because of the rain, it made his white shirt wet and transparent. Even though it was underneath a jacket, i could still see his chocolate abs that were being traced.
I blushed uncontrollably and could not help staring at them. However, when i looked back up, i saw Jungkook staring at my shirt with a beetroot red face. And that was when it hit me. I was wearing a white shirt too.
My face turned crimson red as i felt heat radiating of my face. I covered myself as Jungkook looked away, apologizing in a shaky voice. I shivered as i followed Jungkook who was already walking towards the dorm. He turned around to check me and saw my quivering lips and arms.
He walked back towards me and took of his jacket, making his abs even more visible. He wrapped his jacket around mine, held my hand and started running. A small smiled was plastered on my face as i blushed, looking at our hands.
When we reached the dorm, the boys stared at us. Their eyes and mouths open wide. Not having time to explain, Jungkook ran into the bathroom while i ran into the other. At the same time, i heard Taehyung oppa whispering,

Taehyung: I thought they were bathing together.

I turned red in embarrassment upon hearing what he said. There were hitting sounds after he said that comment.

Time Skipeuuu!

There! All done! I smiled in satisfaction as I looked at the clothes being folded. I put them in my luggage and something caught my eye. It was a polaroid picture of me and Jungkook lying on my desk. Memories flowed back into my mind as I smiled sadly.
We took that picture in the arcade. I took the picture and stroked it gently before putting it into my wallet. It was the most precious thing out of all of my possessions. I was finally done packing. Just then, I heard the door unlock. My eyes widened as I hid my luggage under the bed which was where it was suppose to be.

Jungkook: Aish! Where did you two hide the mattress?!

I heard Jungkook exclaimed.

Jimin: Not telling!

Jungkook sighed as he walked into the room.

Chae-won: Um... Do you want to watch a movie later?

Jungkook smiled and nodded his head. Movie it is. I could at least spend my last few minutes with him before leaving. I had to leave at 10 pm. But before that, Jin was cooking dinner. It was the best way to spend my last day with them.

After laughing and chatting happily as if there was no tomorrow with the boys during dinner, Jungkook and I went to bathe.
I turned on the television and chose the movie, The Wailing. I have watched Train To Busan so many times I decided to watch something else. Jungkook and I sat on the couch, watching the movie without flinching at all.
Slowly, I felt tired. My eyelids felt heavy and they were drooping. I looked to my side to see Jungkook sleeping already. His head rested on my shoulder as i closed my eyes and slept with him for the last time.
Beep! Beep! My eyes shot open as I looked my phone. It said 9.55 pm. My heart sank. It was time to leave. I looked at Jungkook and said,

Chae-won: Jungkook-ah, i'm sorry. I have to leave and go back to Busan. It was great meeting you and the other oppas. I know that once you wake up, you will be wondering where I am. But don't worry, I left a letter on the dining table. And... one more thing...

Chae-won: I love you. I know i'm not suppose to and you probably don't love me back so i guess leaving was also for the best.

(This is the letter for you guys to read)

Letter

Dear oppas and Jungkook,

I am sorry for keeping this a secret.
However, I left Seoul and I have probably arrived at Busan when
you guys see this letter. I want you
guys to know that I have never been
happier to know you guys. I hope I
get to see you guys again. But for now,
I guess it's a farewell. Thank you for taking care of me. I really appreciate
it. Goodbye.

Love, Chae-won

Once I got off the couch, I felt a tight grip on my wrist. I turned around. It was Jungkook. His eyes were red and his lips were trembling.

Jungkook: I love you too. I really do. You mean the world to me. You make me happy. I have never been happier and glad to meet you. Every day, i have an anticipation to see you. To me, you are the most beautiful, pretty and gorgeous person on earth. Your ethereal beauty has never failed to make me smile. Chae-won, please, don't leave me.

I gaped at him, shocked that he felt the same way. I smiled sadly as i pulled my wrist away and started walking towards the door. Tears welled up in my eyes and began rolling down my cheeks like rivulets. Tear drops were flowing down my cheeks uncontrollably. I love you, Jungkook but this is a goodbye.
He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close. He put his mouth near my ear as he whispered shakily,

Jungkook: Please, i beg you...

His husky voice sent shivers down my spine. I pushed him away lightly and held onto his hand. I saw tear drops streaming down his cheeks. I'm sorry, Jungkook. I let go of his hand and opened the door.
I stood outside the dorm while he stood inside the dorm. He stared at me with devastation in his eyes while i stared at him with regret in my eyes. I felt sorry while he felt hurt.
His gaze told me, It's your choice. Either close the door or get back inside. Tears pricked my eyes as i closed my eyes, letting them flow down my cheeks again. I held my breath.

This is your choice, don't regret it.

A small voice whispered inside my head as i closed the door and left with tear stained cheeks. Goodbye, Jungkook.