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Jeno POV.

I woke up to a small voice. It was so angelic and sweet. I've heard it before but I'm not sure who it is or what it is.

When I first heard it I thought it was a dream. I guess it wasn't. It's not Yuta Hyung because I can see him on his lower bunk that he shares with Jungwoo. Its either Snoopy or Alec. Im really curious.

I slightly looked down, my bedmate was sitting up right singing to stuffed animal. I guess it's Alec. His voice is usually deep but it sounds so feminine and angelic. I really like Alec he is super nice but he has always been off. He never lets any one see his stomach. he is really cranky sometimes. He also has I really big thing against girls flirting with us, don't get me wrong sometimes it's not a bad thing because of what happened today but when he gets angry at fan meets he makes it very obvious that he is completely done. He also hates it when we don't wear shirts. I heard some of the hyungs one day saying he might be gay. There's no problem with that.

I also feel like no one wants to ask him, since it's kind of awkward.

"Ah I need to go back to sleep." I yawned as I cuddled in my blankets and fell asleep.

Y/N POV.

I woke up to Yuta,mine and Jungwoo's alarms. I feel like Jeno never sets one because he knows that someone will always wake him up or are alarms will make him wake up. Or he just plain and simple does not wanna get up! Before anyone else could even move to turn off there alarm I rushed over to where all my clothes and undergarments were. I quickly ran across the room to the bathroom.

After I was done showering and getting dressed I opened the door to see Yuta and Jeno staring at me. "Why do you always take so long, jeez your almost as bad as my sisters." Yuta said rolling his eyes before he walked into the bathroom.

"Ah Alec can you wake up Jungwoo?" Jeno yawned as he pointed to Jungwoo still cuddled up in his blankets. I nodded at him before I waddled my way to beside his bed. He slept on the top so it was kind of difficult to see him but I could see his angelic perfect face.

Oh my godddd stop! You can not fan girl over your own member! Ah but he is so pretty!

"Alec are you okay?" That voice! Uh just act cool! "Yeah sorry." I bowed before I ran away from him. He is gonna think I'm so weird! I just watched him sleep!

I was unfortunately talking to myself to much because I never noticed that I was standing in the middle of the living area where pretty much half of NCT were sitting and watching tv.

"Are you okay you seem to be confused?" Renjun said making a bunch of hand gestures. Jeez he hangs out with Lucas to much! "I'm fine just running some dances in my mind." Some of my members slightly nodded and went on with there own business. "Also practice is canceled go do whatever, do not cause any trouble okay." I nodded. That's why TY isn't rushing anyone and some members are still in there pyjamas.

"Alec can I talk to you?" Ten said scaring the whiz out of me. "Um sure Hyung". After a couple minutes of walking I realized that we actually left the dorm and we were at a park.

"When was the last time you ate?" He asked me with a very serious tone. Well I didn't really eat dinner last night because it was spilt all over me, I didn't eat breakfast and... "two days ago." I said honestly making his jaw drop.

"Aren't you hungry?" Yes! "No" he grabbed me by my wrist making me a bit startled. He brought me to a cafe and bought me a bunch of food. I mean A LOT of food. "I can't eat all this" he laughed at my comment. "We will bring the leftovers for the others anyways, I need to ask you something."

I took a sip of the drink he bought nodding at him to continue "Alec are y-you gay?" I choked a bit on air. Oh gosh they think I'm gay! "It's okay I understand, it's a very awkward chat but you've been acting very strange with me and the other members lately."

"I'm not gay Ten it's just I'm very um what do you call it Ah def-defensive and timid, I really just don't like my body." He chucked "so cute" I heard him mumble.

"Don't lie with me Alec, it's obvious that you like Jungwoo!" Once again he made me choke on air. My stomach turned they notice those kind of things? "I understand Alec, I'm not gonna judge you!"

Ten! I promise you I'm not gayyyyyyy.... well idk

I didn't comment which caused a very very very awkward silence. "Alec some of the members just feel like your keeping something from them, we have been together for long enough that you should not care what you look like in front of us." He sighed grabbing one of the various drinks from the table. "Are you keeping something from us?"

Welllllllll shitttttttttt

"Hhahahahhahahahhahahahahahah no!" I HATE THIS.

"Ten?" I slightly whispered making him jump. Uh oh was my voice to feminine? "Can we go back, I don't feel well."

After Ten got allllllllll the food he ordered packed up we walked back to the dorms. I was super hungry and I'm starting to get a cold. This is such a bad time of the year. It's cold! "You didn't eat enough food Alec and you know by the time this gets inside it will all be gone!" He said making the 'gone' more dramatic.

He was right as soon as we walked in the dreamies..... and Lucas came running at us like hungry wolves. "Ah food!"

I walked away from poor ten feeling kind of bad for leaving him with a bunch of hungry teens but I feel like utter crap, I plopped on my bed making me slightly groan. I keep on forgetting a have a burn on my back from that nasty waiter.