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"I can't believe he wasn't eating is he trying to starve himself!"

"How didn't we realize!"

"We should wake her up-"

"We need to wake him up so he can eat!"

"Shut up and go wait please."

"Yes ma'am!"

"I don't know how you deal with all of them." Kyungshim said grabbing a hold of your hand after she practically shoved each member out of the room you were resting in. "Did you manager tell you to eat less, if so I am going to punch him" she said. She truly cared about your health. She had become attached to you and she was like a good friend or a motherly individual. She cared about the other boys too but she only did your makeup and hair. She would also bring you pads and stuff if you needed them or ran out.

"Kyungshim?" You said opening you eyes, Kyungshim let go of your hand and crossed her arms. "You haven't been eating also you haven't taken the medicine I gave you." She tried to be strict but she cracked a smile.

"Y/n you need to eat." She said grabbing a granola bar from her bag and giving it to you. "Also I'm going to text you everyday making sure you eat and if you don't text me back I will text a member." She pressed her lips together in a line.

After eating the granola bar someone knocked on the door making you and Kyungshim's heads turn to the door and the conversation was stopped. "Come in" She said crossing her legs as  you pulled the hospital blankets up.

When Jaehyun and Jaemin entered you where surprised. You thought it was gonna be either Taeyong, Yuta or Haechan. "We brought you some stuff." Jaemin said giving you a teddy bear as Jaehyun put a balloon by your hospital bed.

"Kyungshim Jaemin do you mind if I talk to Alec?" Jaemin left immediately but the older woman stared at him for a couple seconds before leaving.

"Your a girl aren't you?" Jaehyun said out of the blue making y/n's eyes grow wide in shock. "How?" She mumbled covering her face with her hands.

"It took me a bit to realize you were keeping secrets from me and the rest of the boys, but Yuta, Taeyong and Haechan have been getting very over protective. plus Haechan talks in his sleep." Y/n let out a deep sigh.

"I'm disappointed why didn't you tell us?" Jaehyun sat on the chair beside her. He was angry but he thought it threw. Their had to be a reason behind her pretending to be a boy. "They offered the chance and I was selfish and took it, I'm sorry Jaehyun."

"You need to tell everyone, you can't just keep on acting like a boy." He thought it threw for a minute before an idea popped in his head. "Maybe if you leave the group you could back as a girl!" Y/n's face dropped Jaehyun's idea wasn't bad but SM wouldn't just add her back in. Also if she was added in as the ONLY female member out 19 of soon to be 22 would cause so many rumours and would make the public go crazy.

It might make some fans angry and the popularity of the group could go down. "I can't do that Jaehyun." She sighed looking into Jaehyun's eyes almost bursting into tears. She felt so selfish. "maybe I should just leave the group it would be best" Jaehyun sat up startling the girl. "No that's not happening."