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That night was restless. It played over and over. I had never kissed someone before. My first kiss was Lee Jeno... The Lee Jeno.

Laying on the pull out couch I looked at the ceiling. I hope Jeno doesn't blabber about it. That would be humiliating. I don't think he would because Taeyong, Yuta, Doyoung and Jaehyun might beat the crap out of him.

"Y/n you should be sleeping" Renjun yawned sitting on the corner of the pull out couch. Pulling the blankets up I sighed. "It's harder than it looks Junnie"

"I can sing for you" he offered making me quickly deny. "I'm guessing Jeno told you." I hummed a yes. "I never had a chance, I'm happy for both of you."

It's not like we are getting married! We are just going on a date. "Can I ask you a question?" Renjun asked making me sit up and nod. "Sure"

"Did he kiss you?" My cheeks reddened just thinking of the kiss. It was a long kiss that I definitely did not expect. "Yes" i heard Renjun laugh making me look over to him. "What's so funny?"

"Did his practice help?" Practice? Did he lie about that being his first kiss? "I always catch him kissing his pillows, to be honest it was disgusting to watch."

We both bursted into laughter. "He practiced by kissing stuffed animals!" I snorted. "He also watched movies that had kissing in them."

"I'm surprised he didn't ask Jungwoo or Jaemin for help." Thinking back to what I said I would understand why he wouldn't want help from them. Jungwoo and Jaemin would just try to kiss him. Jaemin had already had his first kiss on New Years with... Yeri. They just laughed it off but it was still his first kiss and everyone in red velvet and NCT knew about it. Irene didn't usually let Yeri hang out with us afterwards.

Renjun told me about how everything was going on. Such as the comeback and He also talked about how the staff had been getting very bitchy and stupid since I left. Epically one makeup artist Huenbyeol. She always had to do Taeyongs makeup. She was pretty much obsessed with him. Apparently she was pissed when she was told I was a girl. She was to be honest disgusting . Her makeup skills where horrible and she always wore a cake for a face. She was also rude to everyone but Taeyong and Jaehyun. She would always try to act cute near them. I'd seen stuff about Renjun being told to shut up on a vlive on Twitter. When I watched the clips I could tell by her voice that it was Huenbyeol. She was the definition of snake. She had done my makeup once. It was terrible. The colour wasn't even the same as my regular skin colour. It was way to dark. After she was done Kyungshim redid my whole face. The next time I see her I'm gonna boot her in the face.

"Im going to beat her up one day I hope you know that." I snorted. "Yeah sure, you always say that stuff but you're a chicken." Gasping a lightly hit him "am not!"

After a while of chatting Renjun said he was gonna go back to bed. He sang to me for a bit then left.