Things that I would like to say to you but I can't

I never understood why we ended up like this.
I knew we'd last until the end of our lifetime.
All my scars are drying out.
And yet, I'm still calling out your name.
Why can't you hear me anymore?
I'm just infront of you, but it feels like I'm a thousand miles away.

I'm bothered that we cut loose ends as if we did not mean a thing.
You're far away and I miss you.
I told you that I never loved you, and that's a lie.
I miss you. Please come back.

Let's stop the hole from getting bigger. We need to sew this whole thing shut.

But we can't.
We just can't do that anymore, right?

Sometimes, things even as important as you needs to end.
That's why I had to go farther than the last place that I've met you.