Don't be scared when I am around (yoonmin) [finished]

warning [violence and explicit language]

''Miss, can I go to the restroom please ?'' I asked feeling the heat radiating my body.

''Sure Jimin. Just don't be late''.

I don't remember feeling so hot ever in my life. It was like having a fever, in a good kind of way. If I weren't so naive, I could believe that Yoongi was describing me during his heartbreaking monologue. He clearly said ''her'' you dumbass.

I couldn't be more wrong. But I just sat in front of the bathroom mirror trying to act out how I would react if these words were meant for me.

''Thanks man. I feel the same as well. It's been so long that someone made me feel proud of myself, thankful for my life. You are this person'' I started blushing against the mirror. He told me that I helped him join the basketball team. I once sang while we were playing videogames and he said that with my voice every single lyric he was ever written would sound angelic. I tilt my lips when I laugh. He said that I inspire him to become a better person. I can't see when I smile. Like literally, anything. I always observe him from afar, trying to get unnoticed. He mentioned how great I looked with both orange and blond hair. He always complimented me when I wore something out of the ordinary. Now that I am thinking about it he complimented me every single day. We were always happy when we were talking, but sadly not anymore. He might hate me for this, but it is for his own good.

''Are you talking to yourself Jimin?'' Hoseok ,who had just entered the restroom, asked me.

''Yeah, I do that sometimes''.

''You never had this habit while you were hanging out with us'', he said,  aggrieved.

''I am so sorry. I should be getting back to class. I am doing this for your own good, Hoseokie''.

''How is this for our own good Jimin ? We don't spend time with our bestfriend, how does this benefit us? The guys are all really sorry for coming to our performance like a bunch of assholes but they just wanted to surprise you, to make you feel loved. Yoongi planned all of that ...thing. He even bought us flowers. He hates these kind of stuff, but he did it because he loves us. Because you are his closest friend Jimin. He is not cheerful since you left. He barely speaks, like he turned back time to b.j. Yoongi''.

''What is b.j?''.

''Before Jimin. Come back to us, dude. We could be your family. We have also started planning something for your birthday''.

''I won't celebrate my birthday with you Hobi. I will spend them in my room, drinking expensive vodka and watching horror movies''.

''Then we will join your dramatic ass''.

''Can't you understand ? Of course you cannot. Your parents were so proud of you when you danced. Even Christy was observing you with wonderment, I saw her. My father turned my most beautiful day into a freakish nightmare. I am the faggot of the school now. I see how the bullies tried to hurt Namjoon. But they are afraid to attack him, because he is strong and courageous and has you, guys. I have none of these things. I don't think that verbal violence will be their solution''.

''Jimin-ah...''.

''Well, well, well. How are you guys? It's been a long time! I feel like I haven't kicked your asses for ages''.

I hate this guy. Maybe even more than my parents, if this is possible. I just want to strangle him. I can take him down and he knows it. Yet, he always brings his gang with him. I can put up a fight against him, but against 8 people? I am not Thor.

''I remember that you tried to steal my girlfriend Hoseok. How many bruises did your mother count on that day?''.

''Less than the ones I am willing to cause you''.