Don't be scared when I am around (yoonmin) [finished]

It was 3:00 or maybe 4:00 o'clock in the morning. The black veil of the sky still covering the beautiful city, while people were peacefully sleeping, dreaming tranquil dreams full of hope. Unfortunately, Jimin couldn't relate. He woke up sweaty from his dreadful nightmare, that has been occupying his mind for almost a week.

He got up, trying not to wake the other boys and served himself a glass of cold water. He couldn't sleep after experiencing this nightmare, so he decided to sit at the balcony terrace for a little while. He opened the large window and the smell of the rain immediately reached his nostrils. He enjoyed the scent of rain. He couldn't describe it. Perhaps that's why he liked it so much. Sometimes when we love something too freaking much we cannot express it with words. It feels incomplete, like we always want to add something more.

This is the second time this year that Jimin cannot describe or expess something with words. The first time being when he fell in love with Yoongi. He could see it clearly now. He was so in love with the other male. He didn't care if Yoongi didn't like him that way. He did actually, but what mostly mattered to Jimin was to see the boy's smile, a smile that could illuminate the darkest corners of his mind. An unforgettable smile.

''Yoongi I love you so much''. The two males confess to eachother and kiss passionately. Yoongi's hands hold Jimin's waist tightly, like he doesn't want to leave him escape his hug. ''Jimin, I love you more'' Yoongi said to Jimin who was crying tears of happiness. How long has it been since someone actually liked him? His tears of joy quickly turned into sorrow as a strong hand grabbed Yoongi and pushed him away of Jimin's tight embrace. The man started hitting Yoongi and Jimin was somehow magically unable to move and help the lovely boy. Yoongi was  screaming Jimin's name and blood started filling up the room. The cruel figure left, leaving behind a half-dead  Yoongi. ''Jimi-i-in'' he whispered. ''What is it babe?''Jimin now free from his fetters run to Yoongi. ''I hate you. I despise you Jimin. I don't lov....'' Yoongi said to the boy before letting out his last breath.

This terrible nightmare has been keeping Jimin awake all those nights. Jimin loathed himself so much. He could find a flaw in every single thing about him. When someone called him beautiful he couldn't see it. When someone said he was kind he couldn't see it. He wasn't born special. He was born as a target, a pushover, a person unworthy to love and to be loved. This is  what that dream meant to Jimin. He was close to tearing up, when he saw an extremely worried Yoongi sitting next to him, at the large balcony.

''I brought you a blanket. You must be freezing. It's really cold'' Yoongi simply said giving Jimin a small, fluffy blanket.

''Thanks. You can go back to sleep. I will get in sooner or later''.

''I have no one to hug. Jin has Namjoon and Hoseok has Taehyung. Now I am left alone''.

''If you want me to hug you, just say so'' Jimin replied with a teasing smirk.

''Why are you up anyway? Nightmare?'' Yoongi just shrugged his shoulders  and sat down near the other male.

''You can say it that way''.

''Jimin I don't mean to be rude, but you can talk to me. I think that for some reason you don't trust me like the others do. And to tell you the truth I hate it Jimin. I really do''.

''Are you kidding me? You haven't said a word about your life. The only thing we know is that your parents died in a freaking accident and that you were the last person that saw it. I basically know nothing about you. About the real Min Yoongi. So don't come over here expecting me to open up while you haven't said a single thing to me'' Jimin said raising his voice.

An awkward silence formed between the two males. The rain started pouring down again heavily and Jimin and Yoongi didn't even glare at eachother once for about thirty minutes, until Yoongi decided to speak.