Chris P.O.V. [Ashton in media]
*6 months later*
"Man this shit is mad annoying!" I groan throwing my note book off the bed. "We can drop out and be strippers together." Ashton says to me laughing closing her text book.
"Well imma be a sound cloud rapper." Carson said jumping on the bed. "Nigga if you don't sit yo ass down jumping on my bed like you ain't got no sense." Blake yells at Carson. "Man you no damn fun!" Carson said to Chris sitting down.
After school we all decided to do homework at Blake's house. I've gotten real close with every one these past couple of months they're like family honestly. I couldn't help but to look over at Blake, I wouldn't say I stared but I took a long glance.
She was just so fine I kept thinking how her lips would feel on mines. I lick my lips towards her direction but turned my attention somewhere else noticing Carson caught me.
"We seriously sitting over here doing homework on a Friday" said Quinn rolling her eyes.
"Girl you always complaining" Ashton said throwing a pillow at Quinn. "Well for real we need to do something fun and exciting." She continues.
"I have something we can do." Aisha says doing a hand stand on the wall. "You really weird Aisha you know that right?" Blake asks her. "Yes I know." She answers smiling. "Imma send y'all and address meet me there at 11."
Aisha says texting the address to our group chat. "It better not be no crazy shit man cause I can't afford going to jail." Carson said.
"Calm yo scary ass down ain't nobody going to jail just bring y'all bathing suits."
About an hour later everybody everyone left to get ready for tonight. I cleaned my room then started to get my stuff together for later. My phone started to ring and I quickly looks to see who it was. "Oh shit."I mumble to myself. preparing to her whatever Najah had to say to me, I take a deep breather and peer accept.
N~ WHY THE FUCK HAVEN'T YOU BEEN TEXTING ME OR CALLING ME? AND THEN EVERY TIME I TRY TO FUCKING CALL OR TEXT YOU , YOU WANNA GIVE ME HALF-FAST CONVERSATIONS AND ANSWERS WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THAT?!
C~ look I'm sorry I just got a lot of shit going on right now with school and I just haven't had the time.
N~ *sighs* Look you've been saying the same shit since you moved to Arizona. I feel like I'm the only one who wants us to work out and if you feel like you don't care anymore don't be afraid to say.
I didn't say anything after that I loved Najah but it's like Blake be on my mind twenty four seven. And besides I'm not even sure is Blake even is down with stud for stud. I ain't tryna get rejected or look like a damn fool.
C~ I want you baby, I want us I'm sorry about how I've been acting lately. I just needed to clear my head that's all. I love you and I'm going to make up it up to I swear.
N~ it's okay baby I love you too.
C~ I gotta go okay imma text you later I promise.
N~ alright bye.
*call ends*
I push my phone down in my pocket throwing myself into the bed screaming into my pillow.
Do I really want her?
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I know this chapter is kind of short but the next one will be better and longer promise. Stay gay & have a blessed day 💕
