Blake P.O.V.
" I acted sleep." I sigh laying back. "Bitch are you really stupid?,or is you really dumb?" She asks gasping. "Look I know but I just choked like she still with her girl. I'm still with mines like what was I suppose to say or do?"
"No Blake don't pull the girlfriend card with me. Because you and her don't be thinking about y'all gIRlFrIeNdS when y'all have each other pussies in each other's mouth." She says flicking the side of my face. "Okay first damn and second ow." I groan.
"Look I'm not finna play this game with your ass. So tell me .. do you like her?" She asks.
"You know I do." I state rolling my eyes. "Do you wanna be with her?""......... yes I do." I lightly whisper.
"Okay so I just wanna know why yo ass won't tell her how yo ass feel? Stop playing games with yourself and try to be happy." She frowns. Ugh it hurts at the fact that everything she saying is so damn right.
I'm scared man I don't wanna mess up what we both have. I like things how they are I know she does too. But there's is a chance things could be better if we get together but it also could go bad. The last thing I want is to be hurt man I just can't be not again that'll break me.
"Look I know you still healing from what Bri did. I don't care how long you and Talia date I know you still hurt." I don't even say anything I just stay quiet tryna fight the feeling of my heart reenact it broke when she did me so damn dirty. "Look Chris is better then that. She wouldn't hurt you she wants to be with you so damn bad." She continued.
"Me and you both know that if you let her in she will heal that brokenness in you. And from what I've been seeing these past couple months y'all been on the low she already starting too." She spoke softly rubbing my back. I put my head in her lap then close my eyes.
"I'm scared." Is all I could say.
"You can't be scared forever." She said sitting me up. "Look I'm here for you I want you to tell her how you feel and I know you heart wants you too also. I will go with you to tell her I'm always here for you your one of my best friends I'm here for you." She said making me smile a little.
"Fuck it let's go"
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*Carson & Chris house
"I'm nervous." I mumble turning the car off. "I know babes but it's now or never." She said getting out the car. I unlock the door and walk in the living room seeing Carson laying on the couch. She sit up and looks at us.
"Wassup Kara....You ready man?" She asks.
Kara waved I nod at her she got up and walked over to us. We walked upstairs and I took a deep breathe. "Will be right out here just relax and be honest" I heard Kara say behind me.
"I appreciate you guys." I said feeling more calm.
I force myself to open the door Chris was standing right by the bed talking to someone.
"Did I interrupt something?"I asked making my presence known. She looked at me kinda with a apologetic look. I have her a confused facial expression.
"No not at all." The girl behind her said.
" Oh okay , who are you?" I asked trying to keep my chill.
"I'm Najah, who are you?" She asks coming around Chris.
I don't saying anything my eyes went wide but quickly covered it with the fakest smile I could give. "Wassup I'm Blake, I'm one of Chris's good friends." I spoke fighting back what I really wanted to say.
"Oouu bihhh" Kara spoke but Carson quickly covered her mouth making her go downstairs with her. "Oh I'm glade my baby is making friends an stuff she be acting like she forgot about me" She jokes laughing lightly.
Bitch cause she did
"She a damn mess." I laugh back with her. "Well imma get out y'all way... see you later Chris nice to meet you November." I say turning towards the door.
"It's Najah." She corrects me.
"Whatever bitch." I mumble and low key slammed the door.
I see Carson and Kara standing in the living looking sorry as hell for me. "Don't look at me like that." I sigh. " I swear I ain't know Nico was here. I was sleep in the couch all day then woke up when you told me what the plan was." Carson blurts out.
"Don't worry about it man I ain't blaming you. This is my fault for putting myself in this damn situation. Sorry I wasted y'all time this was a stupid idea." I say plopping down on the couch. Then sit next to me and give me a bear hug. I couldn't help but to laugh a little but I really love them.
"Don't talk like that and it wasn't a stupid idea." Kara said letting go of me. "Yeah just bad timing that's all but don't worry about her. Because when you tell Chris how you feel she'll be gone." Chris says doing a lil happy dance.
"Haha bye I'm not gonna say anything" "Cmon don't be like that the Blake I know don't care about some girl. You always say what's on yo mind no matter what or who." She was very accurate but I'm not tryna be messy ion like dat.
"No man it's all good I just wanna head to the house and clear my head." I mumble.
They didn't say anything they just nod.
Why me man?
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Dats fucked up I hate Nikki now she just ruined everything. 😭 okay lemme stfu like I don't write this shi😂🤦🏽♀️.
Stay gay and have a good dayyyy😌
