Chris's P.O.V.
I felt her whole body tense up which made me confused.
"You okay baby?" I asked her carefully. "Uh-um yeah where did you hear that name?, how do you know about her?" She whispered.
"She stopped by the house a day or two ago. I forgot to tell you but she came by to say hi then Carson saw her and she turned into a damn guard dog." I laughed awkwardly.
"Oh okay well she's a ex" she spoke at a low volume. "Oh okay well are you okay? Do you wanna talk about it?" I asked moving in front of her face. "Well I met Her when I was sixteen and she was a senior at my school." She took a deep breathe trying to gather her words.
I grab her hand kissing showing support and patience. She gave me a soft look, " She was so sweet to me like just so nice. She would take me everywhere but me things and just like loved me yakno? We started dating a couple months after that everything was cool until I found bags of coke stashed in her damn car." She looked down giving my hand a soft squeeze.
"I was so confused I though I was dating a damn druggie and before for this I've gave this girl my everything starting from my heart to my innocence" She stopped again looking away from me. I grab her face gently and kisses her lips softly. "Just take your time baby" I kept her hands in mines waiting for her to proceed.
"Thank you baby but I confronted her about the day after I found it. She explained she doesn't do it she sells it. Which in my eyes is sorta way worse I wasn't gonna lie I was so paranoid. I was young I've been around weed but like other shit I've only seen on tv.
I told her I didn't want apart of her craziness and that I can't be with no damn thug cause I just wasn't about that life. She told me she didn't have a choice and this how she provides for herself and me. And that if I truly love her I would stay and hold her down.
Me being so damn naive I stayed with her, I didn't tell my mom shit my mom didn't even know who she was. A couple months after I turned 17 she told me that I should work beside her because that's what real ride or dies do. She would just feel up my damn so much and I believe her how could I have been so stupid." She sniffled putting her head down.
"Baby like you said you were young and in love. She knew what she was doing nothing was your fault. You didn't asked to go threw what you went threw you just wanted someone to love you." I said softly pulling her into a hug. She held on to me tight and I felt tears flowing down my chest. I was so damn angry if I see her ass I swear imma beat the shit out of her. She pulled away slowly clearing her throat holding on to my hands.
"I started selling with her and watching the people she had on the streets. Then one day when we where at the warehouse counting money and and weighing dope she received from a drop we got raided. And she fucking left me I had nowhere to go all I could do was run for my life. I didn't really know any better I wasn't expecting this to happen I thought I was just being a good girlfriend.
But she fucking left me, I couldn't make it far on just two legs the cops caught me in a alleyway. They kept tryna get me to talk and I wouldn't I didn't want to upset Bri. I loved her even though she left I was so sad and mad but I still loved her. Soon enough they called my mom and bailed me out because she knew one of the detectives.
I will never forget the look in her face she was so confused, worried and most of all disappointed. When we got home I just cried I kept crying I told my mom every thing and I mean everything from the beginning I didn't hold back. Yeah Carson and Kara knew but they didn't know the whole drug thing. I thought they would look at me differently or would tell me Bri was no good.
But after a week I found out Bri left the country didn't say goodbye didn't send me a text she just left me just like how she left to get caught up in the mess she made" at this point she was sobbing and I just froze. This was the first time seeing her cry and this wasn't just any type of cry this was a emotional break down. I pulled her into my arms giving her a soft kiss on the forehead.
"Shhh it's okay I'm here now baby I promise you I will never hurt you like that. I will never ever leave you." I rubbed her back in a circular motion.
"Just please don't hurt me I can't take anymore hurt." She cried softly in my chest.
"I won't baby I promise I-I love you." I whispered but hope she heard it. She looked up at me my heart dropped I cleared my throat and look her in the eyes. "I love you Blake so damn much" I said more confident.
"I love you too Chris so damn much too to be exact" She laughed a little wiping her left over tears. A big smile came across my face pulling her into a big hug. She started laughing which made my heart flutter. "You love me but you finna kill me" She laughed some more.
I let her go putting my my bangs on each side of her face kissing her.
Without breaking the kiss she climbed on top of me straddling my lap. Slipping her tongue in my mouth fighting me for dominance which I won mostly because she wanted me to. I rested my hand on her ass rubbing and gripping softly. We stopped trying to catch our breath.
"I'll never hurt you mi amor" I stated looking into her beautiful eyes.
"I trust you." I smile happily because thats all I could ask for, she's all I could ask for.
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Oh shit it's getting emotional in this bitch😖.
Stay gay have a good as day😌
