Bakit parang ang lungkot ko ngayon.......?
yung para bang may kulang parin....
*FLASHBACK*
“Ano favorite color mo?”tanong ko kay Zane
"Bakit mo naman naitanong?” Zane, na mukhang naiinis -_-
"Basta, bored ako eh, sige na sagutin mo" pangungulit ko
"Red" tipid na sagot ni Zane
“Bket? Dahil ba red ang kulay ng puso at pag ibig, ganun?” tanong ko ulet
"Hindi, Blood" Zane
Blood? seriously EMO ba si Zane?
"Uhm Zane...."
"Oh baket?" Zane
"Emo kaba?"
"Uh?" Zane
"Emo, E.M.O" pagliliwanag ko
"Ano?! bakit mo namang naisip na EMO ako?!"Zane
“Kasi sabi mo Red. Color of blood. You always exclude yourself from the bright side of things. Obviously, you’ve been emofied”
"Yeah, by you" Zane
"Ano sabi mo!"
*END*
Napangiti ako ng di oras nung maalala ko yung nangyari dati. sana talaga bumalik sa dati yung sa amin ni Zane, yung para bang walang ilangan at hindi lagi tahimik. At sana kung ano man ang gumugulo sa utak nya sana maayos na. I didn’t want to admit it, but I missed talking to him, laughing with him, hanging out with him. And to think that we were becoming friends, maybe even more than that.
“Eyann, Why do you like me? I mean diba alam mo namang asawa ko si Zane, pero nililigawan mo parin ako, hindi kaba na w-weirduhan?" tanong ko kay Eyann ang weird kasi
“Well, I don’t care if you’re someone’s wife. As long as I know that I like you and that you like me back it’s all that matters, right?” tumingin sa akin ni Eyann “Gusto mo rin naman ako, hindi ba?” Eyann
I snapped away from my thoughts.
“Uhm Oo naman gusto kita” Thinking back on this, I was so sure that this was the truth but I couldn’t help but feel as if I had just lied to him. yun ba talaga na f-feel ko? Pero paano si Zane?! naguguluhan na ako .... kung sino sa kanila pipiliin ko
“Exactly. And as long as you don’t kiss him then I’m fine with just being with you" Eyann
"yeah right"
Uggh Micheel snap it gusto mo si Eyann hindi si Zane, wag mo ng isipin pa si Zane kasi wala naman siyang ginawang kabutihan sayo, He’s nothing but a bum player. A jerk, an asshole. Who has been ignoring you for over a week already…
Nag focus na ako sa date namin ni Eyann, hindi ko na inisip pa ulet si Zane... BAHALA NA SIYA
Pagdating ko sa bahay mga 10pm na, nadatnan ko si Zane na pababa ng hagdan
Nagkasalubong kami..
Zanelooked at me before nudging my shoulder as he headed for the front door, car keys in his hands.
“Teka lang Zane” sabi ko, hindi ko na kasi kaya eh, kailangan kong malaman kung ano ba talaga problema niya
“Bakit mo ba ako hindi pinapansin? May nagawa ba akong mali” tanong ko
“I’m not ignoring you” Zane said, leaning against the doorway, looking impatient.
It has been so long since I heard his voice and now that I did, I suddenly felt a little bit of hope and happiness.
“Yes, you are. ngayon sabihin mo kung bakit”mas lumapit pa ako sa kanya
“Bakit kaba nandito ah? doon ka nga dba may date kayo ni Eyann ngayon, so bakit ka nandito?” Zane, na hindi siya tumitingin sa akin
“Wait,dahil lang ba doon kaya ka ganyan?”
“Well, I figured if you like him so much then you don’t need me in your life anymore. And you don’t, right?” Zane’s expression looked so serious, as if he really believed that this fact was true.
“Do you really think that just because Eyann’s with me that I don’t need you in my life anymore? Zane, naman. hindi naman sa ganun yun eh”
"So bakit ka ba sumasama sa kanya lagi?" Zane
"Kasi nag offer siya na lalabas niya ako, eh hindi naman ako maka hindi"
“Yes, you could’ve said no. You didn’t have to give into him, Micheel. But you did.” Zane
“Anong gusto mo gawin ko? maki pag break sa kanya?”
Chapter 38
Magsimula sa umpisa
