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Part 48: Distance

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It had been a week since Jimin ended up seeing Junyeon and everyday since he'd been in completely different moods.

On the Monday he was clingy, wanting Yoongi to be there constantly but then on the Tuesday he was reserved and wanted to be alone.

On Wednesday he just sat silently in the living room and on the Thursday Jungkook took him to go watch a film making him come back hyper.

Friday, he spent sleeping mostly and Saturday on the phone with Hoseok after Hoseok got a long text the night before about how worried Yoongi was about Jimin.

And by the time Sunday came round Yoongi felt completely hopeless because he basically had a week without his favourite person.

And Yui could see it effecting them both so she sent Yoongi out with Junghyu and Jungkook, staying home to have a little talk with Jimin to find out what's wrong.

After breakfast Yui sent off the trio and went upstairs to get Jimin up since it seemed like he was having another in bed being depressi day so she made him some breakfast and made it look pretty on a tray for him before taking it up.

She opened the door to the room and found Jimin clinging onto Yoongi's pillows with a prominent pout on his lips.

She chuckled lightly at the sight before setting down the tray of food on the side and sitting on the bed next to Jimin running her fingers through his hair to move it from his face.

She smiled when Jimin lent into her hand and softly said "Jiminie sweetie, its time to wake up." Causing the boy to stir lightly.

Yui decided to carry on talking until he did.

"You know Junghyu, Jungkook and Yoongi all went out today meaning it's just you and me. I know somethings been bothering you and Yoongi and I can't help but to think somethings happened, but whenever I ask Yoongi he says nothing has. I'm really worried about you both so I kicked him out so he isn't moping and I've made you breakfast in bed so we can have some Jiminie and Eomma Min time. How does that sound?"

Yui was surprised when she heard Jimin softly say "Good." With the single word almost being inaudible but she couldn't help but show off her gummy smile.

She got up off the bed and got the tray before sitting back down again and saying "Come and sit up with Eomma." Which Jimin did even though he was still in a half asleep state.

Yui placed the tray over his lap and Jimin mumbled a small "Thank you." Melting her heart.

She sat with Jimin as he ate his breakfast and the two shared light hearted conversation since they get along so well.

It was after Jimin finished eating and woke up a bit more that things started to get serious.

"My sweet handsome Jiminie, tell Eomma what's bothering you."

"Nothings bothering me..."

"The ... to what you just said tells me otherwise. You know you can tell me anything sweetie, don't you?"

"I know Eomma Min..."

"Then speak."

Jimin explained everything that happened a week earlier and Yui listener as Jimin also opens dup more about his past, she could see why him seeing Junyeon after so longer and then him confessing threw him off but she knew there was something more to it.

"Why do you think it's still on your mind now since you've said you moved past what happened?"

"I don't know..."

"I think you do know sweetie I just think... I think your scared."

"Scared... scared of what?"

"Something both you and me know is something silly to be scared off, especially in this day and age."

Jimin didn't want to accept the truth because she was right it did scare him no matter how hard he tried to play dumb.

He couldn't help but slowly lose control of all of his emotions as tears started to leak from his eyes and his bottom lip began to quiver.

He tried to say "E-Eomma I don't wanna be-" but was cut off by his own sobs before he got to the end.

He didn't want them to be right.

He didn't want those labels to be true even though he knew they weren't.

He didn't see a issue with it but he knew others did and he just wanted to be seen for who he was but he was convinced accepting what remained unsaid would change that.

Yui wrapped her arms around the weeping boy remembering back to when all of her other children had done the same as they all wanted someone they could be honest with and who better than their mother figure and friend (not just the mum friend.)

"Jimin, Eomma's gonna say this and Eomma is only going to say this once. Those people in your past are pricks, they are complete arse wipes. They are bullies and nasty, horrible people and they are nothing but negativity in your life. The people you have now should be the ones that matter. Get rid of what those horrible people think and think about you. Then you think about the people around you and you know what? They love for who you are no matter what. You know what screw that. I'll tell you that as many times as you need to hear it to get it into your pretty little head. Park Jiminie you are perfect. Let me say that again. And I repeat. P. E. R. F. E. C. T. As long as your being yourself, no one has a right to judge or control you and how you see yourself."

By this point Jimin was sobbing so much by trying to hold it back and wiping his eyes hoping that everything would be okay if he just said it.

He wanted to say.

He needed to say it.

He was scared - but fuck that.

"I-I-I'm Gay."

"That's Eomma's beautiful boy."

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