When's My Turn ?

Their gym

20 minutes later I heard banging on the front door, as soon as I opened the door John hugged the life out of me. It was warm, and familiar. I could feel the tears swell in my eyes.

"I'm sick of being sad all the time" I sobbed and fell onto my knees. John supported my weight and went down softly with me. His arms still around me.
I knew I should be considerate and let him share his feelings as well, he had lost someone as well. But I couldn't shake the feeling, it seemed unreal.
One day my mom shows up and is dying. It's not a soap opera, it's my life.my normal boring,sad life. I don't get it.

After I relaxed we moved to the couch. Putting my head on his chest I felt his shakey breathes. It wasn't easy for the both of us. But we were lucky enough to support and love each other. I don't know for how long we've stayed in that position. When I opened my eyes I could see Luca sitting in front of us, and talking to John.

They were talking about sports season. Bleh.

I got up and stretched. I felt better. I looked at the two people I love the most in this world and I smiled. I wasn't so alone after all.

A few hours later John decided to leave. He apologized for not attending the funeral but it wasn't his fault. It was 100 percent my fault. I hugged him tightly and told him to call me whenever.

After he left I decided to work out. It's been long enough and I have to at least try to get back to my normal routine.

"Do we have a gym here" I asked curiously and looked at Luca. He smirked and took my hand. He lead me to a different staircase and into a room. As he turn on the lights I gasped loudly.
This was heaven.

New machines, sparkling. The room smelled amazing. Big mirrors all over the room. I couldn't help but giggle, I spun around and kissed Luca, hard.

"This is amazing" I laughed as I walked inside. There was a punching bag and yoga mats, some weight lifting machine.

I ran to our room and changed into fitting clothes. A loose t shirt and Nike shorts. I ran back inside and saw Luca sitting in the corner with his eyes closed, a small smile on his perfect face. It felt good, being this happy, being alive.
I put my favorite playlist on spotify and went for the walking machine.

He laughed and got up.

"What the fuck are you doing" he said as he snatched my phone from the floor and hooked it into a dock. All of a sudden the music was blasting. I was pretty sure the whole neighborhood could hear it.
I laughed once more and started warming up. After 15 minutes of warm up I went to the weights section, and lost myself to the music.
At some point Luca left the room and I was on my own.

When I was done I decided to stay in the room and just lay down on the yoga mat.

Happier by Marshmello was playing, and I closed my eyes. Listening to the lyrics. I couldn't help but relate to the lyric. When I opened my eyes again I saw Emily looking down at me. Snatching her hand I pulled her into my arms, on the floor. She fell on top of me, laughing her ass off.

I loved having Luca's family around.

"Ewwwww, you stink" she whined and tried to escape my arms.

"You shall not leave m'lady, you are not safe outside my arms" I said with a fake British accent and she laughed.
I let her go and stood up. She grabbed my hand and dragged me to the living room. Rachel and Michelle were sitting and talking to Luca. I saw a guy I don't know sitting next to Luca, looking overly comfortable touching him. I looked at Emily and gestured towards the unknown man.

"This is Ben" she whispered and continued "he's Luca's best friend" she scrunched her face, she looked unhappy.

Apparently we don't like Ben, and I can see why.
Neat.

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