Missing You (Sequel To Smoking And Bruises)

Lauren's POV

I wake up the next morning my body limbs tangled with Camila's. Our curtains are half way closed only letting a small crack of light into the room. I hear the door open and see the twins.

"Papa" They whisper. I slowly get out of Camila's grip and sit up putting my Calvin Klein boxers on. I also putting on my matching bra on. "What's up kiddos?" I asked. "Can we ask you something papi?" They ask. I pat the spot next to me on the bed and they get on top sitting down.

"How much do you love mami?" Emily asks. "Do you want me to tell you?" I asked. They both nod smiling so brightly. Well of course I love Camila so much but I could have never put on the words how much I do. I'm capable of showing her but actually putting it into words is something I was never able to do.

"Well I don't know if I can't say it but I could definitely show it but I'll try putting in words as much as I can for you guys. I've loved your mother since the first time I saw her in high school, all though that might sound cheesy she's own my heart since then. I know I screwed up with her by cheating but I'm ready to try again I've been ready. I don't know what state of mind I was in to cheat on a beautiful, amazing girl like her but I will for sure say I'm stupid for that" I said.

"How does mami make you feel?" They ask. "The most happiest person ever, I feel like I'm on cloud nine when I'm with her, all I ever do is smile and feel like I can never stop loving her, all she ever does is make me smile. I feel butterflies when she sees me with those warm, melted chocolate eyes, her beautiful smile, her soft hands. I never loved someone this much like I love her" I said

"You sound very in love" Emily says smiling. "I am very in love, very in love with the woman I most recently want to spend the rest of my life with" I finish and take both their hands in mine.

"And I love you two rascals with all my heart as well" I said and they hug me. "We love you too papi" They said. We hear Camila groan and she turns around opening her eyes. "Good morning baby" I whisper and she smiles. "Mami!" The kids cheer. "Good morning babies" Camila says covering her delicious, squeezable breasts. They hug her making me smile. "How are my babies morning?" She asks. "Amazing papi told us a loving thing" Emily says. "Emi" I whine and she giggles.

"Mami has to get ready, babies can you go down stairs" Camila says. "Of course mami good morning" The twins say kissing her cheek then kissing mine. They get off the bed and leave closing the door behind them.

"On a side note" Camila says. I look at her with an eyebrow raised. "I heard what you told the kids about me and it was the most sweetest thing ever, I fucking love you" Camila says. I pull Camila's naked body to me as she sits on my lap. Camila wraps her arms around my neck adjusting herself.

"Have you've loved me since day one?" Camila asks. "I've been loving you" I whisper. Camila smiles and crashed our lips. I pull her closer smiling.