heartbroken: a compilation

Growing Up

This is my fear,

that life becomes too fast,

the the speed I move at,

is too slow

I fear that life is the same

for everyone living here

we grow too fast

when we should be studying,

we are working

trying to buy a care,

a house,

a life

by the time you get to college

you work three hobs,

to make it through

you are done with college

and you find your life job

then you retire

your too old to live

and you die

no time for anything

this fear consumes my life 

my happiness

Party

Here's goodbye to the selfish bitch

who actually only wanted to spread love

around the world

here's the "I'm sorry" letter

after he suicide

Here's the truth

the I love you's 

the I'll miss you

Here's to the people who were loved and cared about the most

In stead of judging her,

step in her shoes

because if you can't feel that pain,

first count yourself lucky

second you can't understand

White Walls

White walls

empty

no windows

and a solid door

sometimes when I close my eyes

they get brighter

the lights

dim

when the nurse comes in

I don't cry

just stare at the empty space

and I feel myself

slowly go insane

One Year

Everyone says you are a bad person

a waste of time

I start to believe it

But then I can't