you are my life and love
in all those movies
where they say to move on
with time it'll be better to alone
the girl hallucinates and it's reckless love
that me,
when the guy comes back
they realize he isn't so bad,
one year
and you were not a waste of time
you showed me to find my passions,
I had to build a wall.
You weren't
I woke up today
you weren't here
I got dressed and sat in our familiar place
but you didn't come
I passed by all our favorite places
and you were no where in sight
you raced through my mind
but I still didn't see your face
I sat alone, waiting
I was you there
My spirits lifted,
I kissed you
I was in the clouds,
I felt alive again
once again, the world was light..
Then you left..
I dropped further down
all around me black
I cried
And you still weren't there..
I broke,
all my love gone
and you weren't there
They pushed you, tore you away from me
and you didn't come back
I loved you
but you weren't there
Fell
Baby, I fell in love
by the first look
when you laughed I couldn't help but smile
You asked my friends about me
that seems like a lifetime ago
You grazed me from head to toe, the first time I ever tried to impress you
You stole my chair, like the teenager you were,
and made me fall for you,
right into you lap
How could I have been so wrong about you?

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heartbroken: a compilation
PoetryA series of poems describing the turmoil of loving, breakups, depression, and learning to deal with it. TRIGGER WARNING; talks about suicide, rape, domestic violence and self-harm
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