Tuesday; 02.17 a.m. You woke up screaming. Tears rolling down tour face. You straightened up in bed; your body covered with cold sweat, breathing heavily. Taking some deep breaths to calm down. It didn't help. Your body was shaking, tears dripping down your heated cheeks. You couldn't stop, thinking about, the cruel dream you had. "HONEY!" Your dad ran into your room, looking at you anxious. "Honey, are you okay? What happened?" He saw you crying and sat next to you on you bed. "Psssst, everything is fine. It was just a dream." Your dad hugged you tightly, trying to calm you down, stroking your head, whispering calming words to you. "hey y/n, it was just a dream. okay? I exactly know what you dreamed of. It's okay. The nightmares will go away." He held you in his arms for more than 10 minutes.
you tried to say something, but it didn't work out. You broke down im tears again. "try to say it. He said you have to try to talk about it", you dad said, rubbing your back, comforting you. More and more tears fell down on your blanket. you took a deep breath, before stuttering some words. "m- m- mom. Is dead." Tears ran down your cheeks. He wiped the tears out of your face. "i know honey. But we have to live with it. Don't let your feelings kill yourself from the inside. You need to let them go." You two sat there for some minutes. "Do you think you can sleep again?" You shook your head. "Okay, do you want me, to stay with you?", he asked. "Mhhmhh... it's okay. G- go back to sleep dad", you said. "Okay, i hope you feel better, good night my bug. I'm here, if you need something. Don't forget that", he said, giving you a kiss on your forehead and he left the room. You just sat there for some minutes, just staring on the wall.
10 minutes later, you just took a quick shower, because you wouldn't like to be in your bed sweaty. When you came out of the shower, you changed into some black sweat pants and an oversized shirt. you grabbed your phone and went through social media, sending a snap to some friends. you got a snap back immediately.
from Hueningkai: "y/n are you okay?" you: "no not really" Hueningkai: "oh no what happened? You can tell me, if you want" you: "i just had a nightmare, like a really really bad one" Hueningkai: "oh no, are you okay?" you: "uhmm yes, but i can't sleep anymore. Why are you even awake?" Hueningkai: "maths literally punched me in the face. I tried to learn, and than i got lost in time" you: "oh, i hope you can do it now :)" Hueningkai: "yes but i should sleep now, good night y/n, hope you feel better :)" You: "good night Hueningkai, thank you"
Falling asleep again, wasn't an option for you, so you just turned on your TV and started watching something a series. 20 minutes later, you received a message.
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he didn't reply anymore. 'Maybe he fell asleep', you thought. You continued watching your series, when your stomach made weird sounds. Arriving in the kitchen, you prepared yourself a toastie and started boiling the water in your water boiler, setting a green tea. When you looked in the mirror, seeing your swollen eyes, so you rubbed over them and your hand went trough your hair, trying to look not as horrible as you looked right now. You put the hot water in your mug, with a green tea bag in it. At the moment, when you sat down and wanted to start eating, the door bell rang. It scared you, making you flinch.
Being unsure, about opening the door, you stood in front of it now. It could be anyone. You pressed the doorknob, opening the door, revealing a person. Your eyes widened, when you saw who was standing im front of you. "hey y/n" He just looked at you with a worried face. There he stood in some sweatpants and a black hoodie, his car keys in his hand; heavily breathing. Seeing him, made your eyes watering. You breathed out and just took 2 steps towards him, before he pulled you fast in a big hug. You buried your face in his chest, hugging him tightly. One of his arms was around your back, the other one on the back of your head, slowly stroked your head with his hand. "Everything's fine now", he said, calming you down.
"Why are you here?" you mumbled the words in his chest. "i said that i will stay up with you all night, so i will do it", he explained. You two got out of the hug, facing each other. "Come in, soobin", you made a gesture, making him walking into your house. "wow, your house looks so modern and minimalistic", he said while he was scanning the living room and kitchen. "thank you. I made some food, do you want some?" "No, no I'm fine", he said. "Then, just eat half of the toast, i would feel bad, when i'm eating alone now and you are just sitting there." He sighed "okay, give me the half of it." You handed him the toast and you started eating. Sitting in front of you, he chewed the toast, smiling about being with you.
