You ordered something to drink and to eat and had a lot of fun their. It was very different to see them in a non-schooluniform-outfit or a non-dance-outfit. Hearing the boys beautiful voices, singing slow emotional songs and happy classics, goofing around on the little tribune. It was so much fun. 2 hours went by fast when people enjoy the time. Outside of the karaoke bar, you split up of the two cars. You, Beomgyu and Hueningkai in your car. Soobin, Yeonjun and Taehyun in soobins' car. You didn't need to drive behind him, because Beomgyu was your navigation system. 5 minutes after the boys' car arrived his home, you arrived there too. "Let's head in", Hueningkai said totally happy, running inside, while you were admiring the house from the outside.
A big, white painted house, with a little garden, differentiated with a black metallic fence. An metallic archway overgrown with wild roses. A pavement of grey plates leaded to the front doors stairs. you knocked at the door, Soobin opening. Hueningkai and Beomgyu took their jackets off and Hueningkai ran to the left side of the anteroom where Taehyun was sitting in the living room, already playing some video games. Beomgyu made his way to the right side, meeting Yeonjun in the kitchen, who was preparing some snacks and the birthday cake. You were in the anteroom inspecting every inch of the house. Getting in the house, you were overwhelmed with a very happy, relaxing and familiar atmosphere. "So... this is my house. Or my parents' house. They are on a business trip and will come back in 3 days, so we have the house for us", soobin smiled.
"Okay, i will show you the house fast", he grabbed your hand, a big smile on his face, looking like it will never go away. "To the left we have the kitchen. To the left, the living room and dining room behind. Let's go upstairs. On the left is my parents bedroom, to the right is my room, and there is a bathroom and there is also a toilet. The laundry is downstairs in the cellar. I will show you my room." He opened the door, turning on the light, which showed you his perfect cleaned room. In the corner was his perfectly made bed next to it a nightstand with a lamp, a little plant, some glasses and a stack of books; at the foot of the bed was his writing desk, which was also tidied up, decorated with some pictures of his friends. In the right corner next to the door you were standing at, was his closet. The other walls were hidden by bookshelves filled with different books, as well as school books and notebooks. In other words; the room was a 100% Soobin. "Wow, you have so many books. Did you read all of them?" You were totally speechless by the look at them. "Yeah most of them." This answer made you mouth a 'wow'.
"Okay, lets go back downstairs." He smiled and you got out off his room. Everything was dark. "Huh? What's going on here?", he whispered to you. The both of you were standing on the stairs, looking in the darkness, which filled the floor. "I can't see anything, if i take another footstep i will fall down", you whispered to him, standing next to him. Your shoulders touching each others and he grabbed your hand, holding it tightly. "You won't fall. I got you." You wouldn't have seen your own hands, but you could feel Soobins eyes, staring at you. "Where are these little fools?", he asked himself. "Soobin, this is kinda scary", you tightened up the grip. "don't worry, they must be here somewhere." And with that sentence the 3 younger boys jumped behind of some furnitures, starting singing happy birthday, while yeonjun came from the side with a cake in his hands, candles on it, burning.
The sudden actions made both of you wince at first, but the scary feelings were gone after milliseconds, when Yeonjun walked closer with the cake. Soobin blew out the candles at once, causing absolutely darkness again, but all of you clapped. With turning the lights on again, you walked in the living room and ate the delicious cake. "Okay, let's go. Soobin, you need to open our presents", Hueningkai said, when he walked to the anteroom, coming back with a package, wrapped in colourful wrapping paper. The boys took out their presents, sitting next to each other around the coffee table on the couch and carpet. You all talked; being excited what they bought him. Sitting next to Hueningkai and Beomgyu on the sofa, looking sad. Beomgyu leaned his body on you, his left arm on the back of the sofa. "Why looking so sad? Did someone die?" You gave him a cold glare.
"Oh, fuck. I'm sorry. I- i didn't mean it like that. I know what happened to- you know. Whatever, I'm dropping a clanger all the time." "Well, i'm sad, because nobody told me, that today is Soobins' birthday. I'm a bad friend. Like... everyone of you has a present, but not me." "Don't worry y/n. Our presents -even if he is happy with them- aren't his heart's desire." "Beomgyu i don't know, what you ate lately, but you're very soft lately", you gave him a smile. "Yaaah, i'm always like that", he tousled your hair. "You still wanna know his heart's desire?" He came even closer to you and whispered 3 words in your ear "He. Wants. You." And with that, the both of you went quiet. You stood up. "y/n, where are you going? It's only one present left.", Taehyun asked.
"I- i really need some fresh air." Beomgyu winked to you and with that sentence you walked out of his house, standing in the garden, looking at the starry sky. Fresh air always helped clearing your mind. Ignoring the cold and the cars, sometimes driving on the street. The only thing that matters, were the sparkling dots on the sky; not hearing the terrace door opening and closing. "y/n?" A deep voice asked. "Are you okay?" he continued. "what?" You turned around, seeing soobin walking up to you, looking a bit worried. "Oh uhm nothing, i just needed some air. I- i got a bit distracted and didn't want make your party sad. Why are you here? You should be inside opening your presents", you turned back, looking at the stars again. "Oh come on. How should you make us sad. Look at their happy faces", he pointed at the boys, which were playing video games inside. "Oh well, okay, but- but- why didn't you lost any word about your birthday?! I would have bought you a present, and now i'm the only person without one."
"Oh come on y/n, don't say that. You are important to me, and... we can change that." "Change what? What do you want me to do? where should i get a present for you now?" "*sigh* y/n, you are- you-" he stopped his sentence. You felt his arms softly resting on your waist, which scared you at first. You turned around, facing him, seeing him in the dim light from his house; looking up into his sparkling dark brown eyes. Your heart beat faster and faster, nearly causing you an heart attack.
"y/n...", he said your name with his perfect voice, taking a breath before continuing talking. Your knees felt like jelly; only Soobins' hands gave you the balance. "Do- do you mind, if", he gulped and with each word his face got closer to yours, his voice went quieter, only whispering at the end. "Do- do you mind, if", he made a break between every word. "If. I. Do. This?" And with that, his lips softly touched yours, putting your body in shock. Closing your eyes, your other sins got aggravated; tasting his sweet lips, smelling the decent smell of him, his warm hands holding your waist. Not a very passionate or a long-lasting kiss, but still the most excited moment in your life. This moment let you feel a million of different feelings a the same time. An explosion of emotions. You got off the kiss, looking at each other, both your cheeks glowing, soobin breaking the eye contact, feeling a bit embarrassed.
"I- i'm sorry. I- i- wished that, this happens on my birthday. I didn't want to-" you cut him off, your hands fast resting on his cheeks, distending him down to your height, replying his kiss. He wrapped his arms around you, answering your kiss, with another one. Ending the kiss, you hugged him; your head at his chest, hearing his heart beating like crazy; on your face a big warm smile. You two just stood there, hugging each other. "I- i guess i like you soobin" "Happy Birthday", you whispered. With that sentence his eyes widened, making him not realising anything. "Thank you y/n, ... i like you too", he sounded very relieved, finally saying that, what he always wanted to tell you.
