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Destroy It If I Want ~22~

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[Tyler's POV]

I looked at my note and it said "I created this world to feel some control. I can destroy it if I want." What does that mean?
I took a minute to think about the contents; then it hit me. It was a lyric. A line I was writing but it didn't make the final cut. That's right. What did I mean by world?
Yes I created these songs, but I have never created a world.
I continue to think and ponder which leaves me alone with my thoughts without any other sound. That lead to me playing one specific song that I go to when I want to stop thinking.

"And now I just sit in silence. Sometimes quiet is violent." I sing as I play the piano chords.

[Your POV]

The girls got me to play some silly card game they made up. It was a normal deck of cards, but their rules were original and.. weird.
Josh stopped by and played a few games with us.
He won the third game and decided to stop for now.
"Hey, (y/n)." He called to me, "could you come here for a second?"
I nodded and sat up from the ground and walked towards him. "Fun game, huh?"
"It definitely way. The rules were confusing at first, but made so much more sense when I started to play."
"That's what I thought!" I smiled as I agreed with the group leader.
We started to walk away from the tents of residence and got to a more secluded area of Trench.
"What's so important?" I asked, noticing the separation of the group and us two.
"It's something privet and I want to make sure it's only us." Josh spoke in a way that his voice, eyes and mannerisms showed that he wanted this to be secret.
"It's just us." I reassured him. "What is it?"

Josh took a sharp inhale and a soft exhale before speaking again. "Do you like Tyler? Do you have romantic feelings for him?"
I was shocked by the question. "Do I have feeling for.. Tyler?" I repeated.
The drummer gave a nod.
Before I answered, my mind went a mile a minute.
Does Tyler like me? Do I actually like Tyler or do I like him as a friend? Does Josh like me? Do I like Josh?
It seemed like a million answers were asked by my answer came in a matter of seconds. "We hates each other for the longest time, but I don't hate him anymore. I did feel a spark or whatever once but that's just cuz we made up and stopped going at each other."
"Sooo-"
"No. I don't have feelings for him." I told Josh.
"You're serious?" He asked.
I nodded.
"(Y/n), you might not feel the same way, but I think I have feelings for you."
My heart started to beat twice as fast as I smiled softly. "Josh.. I like you too."
"(Y/n), would you like to be my girlfriend?"
I gave a nod and hugged Josh tight.
The drummer hugged me back as we both stayed in this position for a solid minute.
"Can we both agree to take the relationship slow and not jump into anything?" He asked.
"Of course. Jumping into things is my least concern."

Again, my mind went a mile a minute.
I do like Josh, but did I tell him the complete truth about Tyler?
We'll find out.

[Tyler's POV]

I got fairly tired, so I decided to close up shop and get some rest for a few hours before the next meal.
As I waked out, I saw Josh and (Y/n) walking up to the tent. I saw them holding hands. Odd.
"Hey, Ty!" She smiled and waved as she got closer.
"Hey, (y/n)!" I greeted back. "How was the game?"
"It was fun. Josh joined for the last few round."
"It was a bit confusing but I got the hang of it." He interjected.
I chuckled a bit, "Maybe tomorrow the girls can teach me."
I heard (y/n)'s adorable laugh as she agreed with the idea.
"Alright, you two have fun. I got a bit tried trying to read my own writing." I joked. "Imma take five; be back before diner."
They both said goodbye before I walked away.

Why were they holding hands.
Hold on.
"Come on, babe, Lets see if you're up for a more challenging drum beat."
Did Josh just call her 'babe'?

[Normal POV]

-night-

It was past midnight, past diner and past the small concert the boys put on that night.
It was 1:12 am.
(Y/n) couldn't sleep with all the commotion in her mind. She sat near the fire. It's embers getting thin due to how long it's been burning. She could have added more wood but why bother? It was just her and her thoughts keeping her up at this hour.
She rested her elbows on her knees and ran her hands through her (length) (colour) hair. "God what am I going to it? What that the truth?" She muttered out loud.
"(Y/n)?" Her name was called from a distance.
She quickly turned to see who it was.
She saw it was Tyler and her body relaxed.
"Tyler?"
"What are you doing up?"
"Thoughts. They're keeping me up." She answered.
Tyler nodded and sat next to her. "Me too." He had a book in his hand.
"Is that your lyric book?" The girl questioned.
The singer nodded. "Yeah. I found a note in there and it's been bugging me for the whole day. What's got your mind in a whirl?"

The girl sighed. "Josh asked me if I had feelings for you. I said no.. Cuz I don't. But he asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes since I like him back. But.. there is this feeling that I can't shake. It's like.. I shouldn't be with him.. but it makes no sense since I like him. And it's really just a mess so I'm sorry you had to hear that."
Tyler gave a look that told (Y/n) he cared. She understood from the look alone.
"I'm sorry you're in this position." He softly rested his hand on hers.
"Hug?" He offered.
(Y/n) smiled and gave him a nice hug.
"Thank you, Tyler. You're a great friend."
Tyler hugged back and smiled. "I'm glad. You deserve nice people in your life."
In the back of his mind, it stung for some reason. He didn't know why, but he felt mad. Yet another question without an answer.

After the two talked for a bit and confided in each other, Tyler showed the page that his mind had been stuck on.
"What the hell does that mean?" The girl asked as she read it.
"Right? That's what I thought. But, I think I know what it means." Tyler told the girl and she waited to hear in anticipation.

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