i'll wait as long as i need to. i'll do anything you want if it means you'll trust me again. i'll do whatever is necessary to show you how much i care about you. this doesn't have to be the end of that thing that we were going to be. don't let it stop here. because i'm willing to take you as you are, can you please do the same for me? can you please get through this period of disenchantment and try to remember all of the things that made you want this in the first place? i am that person. i would never try to hurt you. i am trying to rebuild us now, but i am fearful that it will never happen. it is tearing me up.
i stay up hoping that you'll text me. i get quiet when i think you're not in the mood. i am doing everything i can while also doing my very best to give you the space you need. i am lonely and i do not know what you want from me. the influence you have on me is staggering. when you talk to me it makes me nervous and giddy. when you ignore me it makes me sad. but i endure it all because i want you and i will continue wanting you until you feel the same way or tell me to leave you the fuck alone. so which one is it? i am hurting so very bad.
