Maze Runner story- Beware your fears (Newt × Reader)

* time skip- the next day *

Y/N P.O.V

I couldn't sleep all night because I was racking my brain over what happened to the cuts on my hands. Sighing, I press my face against the fabric of my hammock and try to fall asleep for the thousandth time. A few minutes go by but my head won't turn off and I groan annoyed. Anyway I can't sleep anymore...
I get up quietly and look briefly at Newt, who sleeps with his back to me in his hammock. Next to him, the new Greenie Thomas is sleeping and not far from me, Chuck is snoring softly. The crunch of the stone gates that open makes me flinch and my head turns around. Minho, Ben and Phil run through the gates and I quickly look around to see if another Glader is already awake. I don't see anyone around - my chance to finally get into the Maze. Newt would never let me go so I'll take this risk.
I quickly grab my jacket and put my boots on. Carefully I go to Newt and give him a light kiss on the head. "See you later...hopefully." I whisper and then make my way to the big gates. One meter before the entrance to the Maze I stop and take another deep breath in and out. Then I start walking slowly, feeling the stony hard ground under my feet. The quiet melody that I heard again and again in the beginning pulls me further. Its beguiling sound envelops me and makes me run faster and faster. Hours go by in which I follow the melody and meanwhile I have passed some sectors, as Minho once called them. My legs are burning and my throat is dry, like dust and I stop at a blue painted wall, with the letters W.C.K.D. The melody gets louder and louder and pushes me forward until I reach a round dark window. Suddenly it feels as if someone has flipped a switch in my head and I walk towards it as if remotely controlled. As if by magic I open my mouth and my voice merges with the clear melody. In the circle a green light starts flashing and I walk closer. "What the...", as I put my hand on the glass, I am thrown back by an invisible magnetic field and land a few meters further on the hard stone floor. My head hurts and I am enveloped in sheer darkness.

'Y/N.You will never get out of here. They will die in front of your eyes and you won't be able to help them.' echoes a female voice in my head and laughs hysterically.

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AN: You have to know that Y/N loses her memories for a few hours because her head hit the ground and she has a concussion.
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As my eyes open, I stare into the orange, cloudless sky. Dazed I sit up and look around. Huge grey walls surround me and in front of me is a kind of dark window. Where the hell am I here?
I get up slowly and carefully because my head is buzzing and my arms and legs are scraped. Disoriented, I look around... I have no idea where to go. Finally I decide to listen to my stomach and walk along one corridor after the other. This place seems to be a kind of maze and as I know, every maze has an exit...
The further I walk, the more familiar this place seems to me, as if I had been here before. In the meantime I have got an unbearable headache and I find it more difficult to walk straight ahead. Again and again I stagger to the side or stumble. I walk on until I feel a tingling in my stomach and as I turn the next corner I see a wide corridor in front of me, at the end of it there is a large opening. I see many boys standing there staring in my direction and I stop in amazement. Who are they and why do I feel as if I know them? Perhaps I am also fantasising, because I am now having quite a few withdrawal symptoms. The boys shout something to me, which I only partly understand. Suddenly a siren sounds and two stone walls begin to close in front of me. The group in front of me panics and the shouts get louder. Everyone is flailing wildly with their arms, except a blond boy who looks at me desperately. Behind me an animal screeching sounds and I see a horrible creature running towards me. I don't think any further but start sprinting towards the boys. The gap between the walls gets smaller and smaller and I feel the cold stone on my arms. But I manage to squeeze through at the last moment and collapse a second later on the floor. Desperately I struggle for air and I squeeze my eyes together. "Bloody hell, I'm so glad you made it." A warm hand is on my arm and I jump. When I open my eyes I look into the face of the unfamiliar blond boy, who is crouching next to me with teary eyes. When he takes me in his arms, I push him away from me and crawl back a little. "Let me go! W-who are you and what was that creature?" I hiss and he looks at me confused and hurt. "Hey, it's alright, okay? It's me- Newt." says the blond boy and puts one hand on my cheek but I slap it away. He looks at me with such a sad expression on his face that I almost feel sorry. "Y/N? What is wrong with you?" asks another boy with dark brown short hair. Y/N... that's my name. "How do you know my name?" I ask harshly. Each boy stares at me in disbelief and some mumble something to the others. "Can you remember nothing?" asks a little boy with brown curly hair and a chubby face. I shake my head and stand up. "No I have no idea what's going on." I answer honestly and want to take a step backwards as my legs give way and I fall back to the floor. Immediately this Newt is with me again and helps me up. "I told you to leave me alone!" I scream and he moans in pain and writhes. Newt presses his hands on his ears and squeezes his eyes together. Immediately some of the other boys are at his side and try to help him. As Newt takes his hands down, I see smeared blood on his pale skin. "I- I'm sorry. I never meant to- " I stutter and walk towards him but a redhaired guy stands in front of him, a knife in his right hand. "Leave him alone! Just stay away from us and if you dare to hurt any of us again I'll kill you!" he yells at me and pushes me away with such force that I almost fall down again. Intimidated I step back and look into the disappointed and angry faces of the others who keep looking at me. "Jake, it's okay...it wasn't her fault." says the blond boy, who seems to be getting better. "No, nothing is okay! This stupid bitch just walks into the Maze and then hurts a Glader!" he continues angrily and comes towards me, holding the knife in my direction. "You're never gonna be one of us, you understand? Cause you..", he gets closer and closer, "...you are nothing but a sick psychopath!" he yells and swings the knife.
I duck as fast as I can, so the knife only makes a small cut on my cheek and I use that moment to run away.
My only wish is to get away from the whole situation and so I run faster and into the next forest. What's happening?!