I Want What I Deserve// Loki x Fem Reader

A/n: Hello everybody! Today is May 12th, 2020. Chill out, chill out. I know; these last two chapters have been crazy! But it'll all be okay. It'll all pan out, I promise you. Anyways, for everyone reading this, I'm not saying you have to follow me, but I am saying that you should check out my latest announcement, because I just announced my 2 new stories that will be coming out once I finish this and my other story, my Kylo Ren x Reader, Reality. I really want you guys to read the announcement, because I might be adding a story that you guys want to read! I am currently writing this during a Webex call. I got bored. How are your guys experiences with online school going? Comment for me, please. I will respond to all comments. Also, part of today's chapter was inspired from Once Upon a Time, my favorite TV show. Alright, remember, I love you with all my person. Enjoy!

Loki slowly reaches out to Y/n. "Ho- How? I am I really not dreaming?" He gasps.

Y/n smiles a watery smile. "I don't know how, but I'm back. I know I died, but I'm back."

"It worked."

"What worked?"

Loki locks eyes with Y/n. "I linked our bodies. I gave you half of my life force." (This is the reference to Once Upon a Time. SPOILER ALERT: Snow splits her heart to give to Charming when he died, so they share the same heart.)

Y/n is staring at Loki with a gaping mouth. "WHAT THE FRICK?" She yells.

Loki winces. "If one of us were to die, the other will too. Clearly, living for being with me wasn't enough, so now you have to literally live for me."

Y/n groans. She places a hand on her chest. Lowering the neckline of her nightgown, her fingers delicately trace the scar of the bullet hole.

Loki looks down on it and frowns. "I'm sorry I couldn't erase it."

"No, I'm glad I still have it. I use all of my scars as reminders. What I've gone through, who I've lost, what I've gained. This will be a reminder for all of those."

Y/n turns back over and scoots closer to Loki. He looks down at her lips. Even though she was only gone for 12ish hours, he had never missed anyone more.

Placing his hand on the nape of her neck, he kisses her lightly. "It's a wonder how much losing someone for 12 hours will affect someone," Loki comments.

Y/n sighs. "I saw people."

Loki looks at her.

"Your family."

Loki's mouth falls open. "Wha-what?" He stammers. 

"Well, I'm assuming it was your family. Thor and you have told me so much about them. None of my family is dead, I don't think. I haven't spoken to Yelena in years, but I'm sure she isn't dead. Same goes for my father. I never knew my mother, so I have no clue who is alive or dead. Anyways, I never saw them either way. Just yours. Odin and Frigga were there, along with Laufey and what looked like multiple old kings. Frigga smiled at me and held out her arms, while Odin nodded at me. I started to walk towards them, but when I reached them, I woke up in the infirmary with you unconcious next to my bed. I carried you here. Somehow. I'm not sure how."

"He's dead. He died."

"What?"

"Do you remember when we went to Asgard and you saw him on the throne. He was alive then, but this must mean he died."

Y/n's mouth falls open. "Loki, no. I'm so sorry."

Surprisingly, he smiles. "It's okay. I can be at peace knowing he is with... my mother and that they accept you. Which means that I can do this."

Reaching into the bedside table, he pulls out a plush velvet box. He opens it and holds it out. A ring with a large emerald and two sparkling diamonds is tucked inside it.

"Y/n L/n, when I first met you, I was captivated. When we met, I was a horrible person, doing selfish things for the sakeof me. You set me straight, and by doing so, I fell hopelessly in love with you. You have given me a family and a feeling of safety I could have only dreamed of. You welcomed me into you heart and home, defending me to everyone. This love that we have is better than I could have even imagined, and I truly wish to seal this. So, will you do me the honor of becoming Lady Y/n of Asgard?"