The Poser

I know breaking up with her and ending this shit would hurt her so bad but I want to make everything right. Kung masasaktan ako mas higit siya.

Me: can we talk?
Langga?
Message mu agad aq pag nabasa mo to .

After sending her a short message I started to concentrate on my work. I am a total mess right now but life must go on. Ayoko nang maulit na naman ang nangyari sa akin dati. Kakayanin ko to besides I have a plan B in mind.

Naplano ko na lahat kagabi. If it won't work, then maybe we're not meant to be.  But then, I am the holder of my own destiny and I will do everything to make things work. Ehehe. .palaban yata ito noh!

Patapos na ako sa duty ko and yet wala pa siyang reply, ni hindi nga niya sineen yung message ko.

Baka busy lang siguro siya. .Eto na eh! Nainis tuloy ako bigla.
Haist!

Alam niyo ba yung feeling na andun ka na sa moment tapos bigla kang nabitin? Oh!
Mahina talaga ako sa pag eexplain so pardon me. Kung nagets mo yung sinabi ko . .oh well! Isa kang  alamat!  Hihi

Anu na kayang nangyari dun?

Anong oras na and yet wala pa siyang reply sa chinat ko.

Hindi ko na talaga kaya. So I just proceed with my plan. I sent her a not so long message telling her everything.

Me: langga, I'm sorry for everything. The truth is I lied on you, on everything about me.

On every lie I said, there's only one truth na alam kong hindi mo paniniwalaan. Yung feelings ko sau, totoo yun. I have already fallen for you. Kaya hindi ko na kayang itago pa sau ung totoo kc I know definitely lalabas din ito.

I'm so sorry ulit. I know magagalit ka, go ahead you have the right to get angry after everything.

I will be deleting this account. Again, I am so sorry. And lastly I love you langga ko. .thank you for everything.

Pagkatapos kong isend yun lahat sa kanya, hinintay ko na iseen niya. Once na makita kong nabasa na niya ito saka ko idedelete yung account.

Ang sakit pala noh? Yeah, some of you wouldn't believe but then, kahit hindi ko pa siya nakikita sa personal I have already fallen for the attitude, for everything about her. Ganun yata talaga kapag nagmamahal ka kaya nasasabi ng iba na bulag ang pag-ibig.

Masakit na kung masakit pero I will get her no matter what. I'll just proceed with my next plan.

This may how our story will end for now, but this is just the first chapter. I will make sure that there will still be a continuation till the end.

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THE END OF THE POSER