Whisper | Corpse x reader |

(Y/n)'s p.o.v

After hours of playing with the small group, we decided to call it quits a few minutes after the four hour mark, as we hung out in the lobby for a bit, I told them, ''I'm gonna head out in a minute,'' as I took my pills and drank water with it. Jack then said, ''Yeah, I'm gonna head out too, don't forget to take your pills.'' He reminded, ''Just took 'em.'' I let him know as every chatted amongst themselves. 

''Isnt it like 8am for you? Don't you have work?'' Charlie asked as I shrugged to myself as I told him, ''Eh, I got work at 2, so I can get like 4 or 5 hours of sleep.'' I said as Corpse asked, ''Where do you live?'' I moved around the obby as I answered, ''Murrieta, California.'' I told him as I hear him hum slightly and say, ''I messaged you.'' I looked down at my phone and hummed the message out loud, ''Where around do you live?'' I then typed back, ''Oh I live around (______________)'' Then I heard him say out loud, ''Oh, I live near enough there.'' He said out loud.

''Wait you do?'' I asked to be sure that he was joking around or anything, ''Yeah, a 30 miute walk and like- a five minute drive, I think.'' He told me as I perked up slightly and added. ''Maybe we could meet up one day.'' I said as I stared at the other screen, we talked for a few more minutes before I ended my stream and told them, ''Welp, I did an all-nighter so I'll talk to y'all later.'' I heard Jack say, ''See ya'' as Charlie said, ''Bye.'' Lily called out loudly over everyone else, ''Bye bye!'' and Corpse spoke over them, ''I'm going to try to go to bed as well. Bye.'' Everyone also said bye to him and we all left the discord chat.

After a few minutes of sitting there in silence, I sighed and got up, knowing I probably won't sleep again at all, I decided to do the things I do the best, not crying, butmaking muffins. It always helps me cope with the empty house. My parents actually moved back to Ireland after 5 years, but I fell in love with San DIego so I stayed, I was 19 at the time they left, a few weeks before my 20th birthday, but I was okay with that. It caused my depression to get a bit worse, but this time I had no one to help me deal with it, the most supportive person I knew, was Jack, but he worked on his video's a lot so I often saved up money and went to visit. Buy you know, corona :/ 

A little backstory. (Suicide, self harm)

I always wanted to be a youtuber and kids in my class found found it ridiculous, so , I got bullied a lot as a teenager, it was because I was known as the 'attention seeking autistic kid' .The bullying was relentless, the teachers tried their best to stop it, but they never were able to stop what happened in the bathrooms. They would beat me down, pull my hair and throw me into the stools, it wasn't a fun experience, I tried to be optimistic but it was hard.

The bullies then started to spread rumours, some of my friends believed me, so the bullies started to pick on them so their parents limited contact with me because they didn't want them hurt. I understood though, I even started to push them away, in a world that was once so bright to me, it quickly became dark.

People never understood my way of thinking, lots of people supported Trump in my class, so lots of them were homophobic and racist, not all of them though, some were nice. But for some reason, they bullied me because I came from Ireland, bisexual and pro-choice. So basically, I was bullied for my views and my whole existence, oh, also my appearance because I had slightly bigger hips and chests then them so they spread rumours that I had plastic surgery.

The bullying got so bad that near graduation, I had to be home-schooled. Another reason was that the bullies caused me to develop depression from the constant torture I endured, and soon enough I had started to self harm and almost ended my life, which caused me to end up in a hospital and a mental hospital for a few weeks. I had issues with school work and my parents kept an extra eye on me and made sure I was well-fed and didn't harm myself, they showed me so, so much love that it was difficult to part with them.

Before I had  to be home-schooled, before I was almost drove to suicide and was already self-harming and in therapy, I was diagnosed with autism, it wasn't really a shock to my parents since they suspected it already, yet, they didn't treat me differently. I told the people I considered my best friends about it, well, one of them was fake and gave the information to the bully, she then spread rumours about me being a disbaled, autistic freak. It completely broke me, but I had to deal with it, but I really missed Ireland, I missed Jack and wanted to go back.

However, after my 18th birthday, I start to pursue my dream, well, kind of, I started streaming, at first it was tough and my only viwers were my parents and Jack, but slowly, I started to grow. Jack was starting to grow too, he was quite popular at the time, yet I refused to get fame from him, eventually when I slowly started to get more popular, I started streaming videos with Jack, I even streamed Among Us from time to time, way before it was popular, I'm pretty sure it was December 2018 when I first started.

END (THIS WILL ALL MAKE SENSE LATER I PROMISE)

This is what bought us to now, me reminicing as the muffins cook in the oven. All of a sudden my phone beeps, I go to check it and noticed a message notification, I go onto my social media and notice I got a message from Corpse, ''You awake?'' Instead of messaging back a no, I kneel next to the oven as I take a photo of me doing a peace sign, with the visible muffins in the background and the caption, 'what does it look like?' over it and sent it. ''Sleep walking.'' and I made a video of me with the camera next to my chest, pointing up at me as I looked down and said, ''Yeah,  cuz I can perfect cook muffins without burning them.'' I then sent the video.

''Did you say muffins?'' he texted back quickly, ''Yeah, why?'' I waited for a reply, but instead my phone started to ring on instagram, I saw it was Corpse, I placed my phone in a suitable place that showed my kitchen and I answered. ''What's up?'' I stared at the screen as I leaned against the counter, noticing he had his camera off, not suprised really, it's his identity. ''Are you muffins good?'' He asked as his voice rumbled.

''I mean, everyone at work enjoys them, so I guess so.'' I heard Corpse hum as he said, ''Okay, for my 24th birthday, you're invited and you're going to be making me muffins.'' He told me, 'Oh my God, he's so pure and wholesome.' I died inside as I giggled and told him, ''Of course I willll. Just don't invite Jenna.'' I told him as he chuckled and said, ''Oh I won'ttttt, just don't tell herrr.'' He laughed slightly as I laughed along and I asked, ''We're supposed to be like 20, right?'' Corpse sounded confused, ''I dont know what you're talking about???''

We laughed for a bit about it, and oh goodness, his laugh was like so adorable, ''So how old are you?'' He asked me out of the random as I pulled the muffins out of the oven, ''Oh I turned 22 near the beginning of the year, why?'' I asked as I placed them on the counter, ''Just cause I don't want to find out later I befriended a 17 year old or something.'' He laughed slightly as I told him, ''I'm definitely not 17... I don't think so anyways.'' I laughed along with him as we talked about random things for hours on end.

I didn't get any sleep, compared to the other times I didn't sleep, I actually had fun

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Sorry for any errors once again! I hope you enjoy this part as much as I enjoyed writing it!

-Bee <3