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Hi guys I'm having a hard time uploading chapters because school has been slowing me down. I'll be posting whenever I have time to! I've been extremely busy with school I'm sorry I hope you all understand and thanks for the support! (≧∀≦)

'Killua seems annoyed with me.'
'I'm talking too much.'
'What if Killua loses feelings for me.'
'I'm so boring.'
'Killua doesn't deserve to be with me.'

"Y/n you're leaving already?" Killua says and you nod grabbing your bag you faked a smile. "Let's just call it a day." You say and Killua grabs your wrist and hugs you pulling him close to you. "Y/n don't go please I'm gonna miss you!" He said and your heart was beating fast. "But I have to go," you say and he hugs you tightly not wanting you to go. "Ok fine. But just know I love you so much!" He says pulling away from the hug and he looks at your face and you smile a little. "I love you too!" You said and he kissed your cheek and you left.

You sighed looking at your phone worried. You kept thinking about how Killua was getting closer to the girls at school and how the girls at school would constantly flirt with him. You thought he would lose feelings for you and leave you behind.

My baka ♡
Kitten are you ok? You've seemed drained out today. :<

Y/n
Huh? Why would you think that? I'm fine school has just been tiring!（^人^）

My baka ♡
Ok well... if you ever feeling sad or down I'm always here for you! Don't keep it to yourself whenever your sad I want you to tell me all your problems so I can make you feel better! I love you a bunch! (о'∀'о)

Y/n
Awww Killua you're so sweet! I love you to baka! You always make me feel better! But don't worry I'm ok ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

You sighed reading the texts Killua sent you. Whenever he texted you it always made you so happy. But you always felt like you were in the way of everything. Killua is so popular at school all the girls tell you to stay away from him. Every day you feel insecure you always think how someone like Killua would like you in the first place. You hug your pillow and slowly drifted to sleep.

☆彡 Next day ☆彡
"Y/n wake up!" You hear a voice and you slowly open your eyes and see Killua looking at you. You rub your eyes confused "what time is it?" You say and Killua sighed "I've been trying to wake you up come on we're gonna be late for school!" He says and you got up and grabbed clothes from out of your closet. "Killua I'm gonna change," you say and he blushed "o-oh um ok!" He says and he goes out of your room and closes your door. You put on a purple skirt with a white crop top and black thigh highs.

You open the door and Killua looks at you up and down then blushes and quickly looks away. "Is something wrong with my outfit?" You say worried "n-no you just look... cute," he says and you blush "o-oh." You stutter. You say bye to your parents and you and Killua started walking to school. "Hey, Killua what do you like about me?" You say and Killua looks at you and smiles "hmmm... well your the best girlfriend ever!" He says and you blush "n-no baka! I mean other than that what do you like about me?" You say and he thought for a second then he held your hand "I like how your so pretty and nice to everyone and you put others before yourself!" Your heart was beating fast "oh ok" you say and both of you are holding hands "why do you ask?" He says looking at you and you look away "I was just wondering!" You say.

You both arrived at school and a group of girls surrounds him like always. "Hey, Killua!" One girl said grabbing his other hand you felt like you were in the way. You let go of Killuas hand and you saw your friends talking and you walked to your friends. "Y/n hi!" Your friend said. You tried to smile but you couldn't because you didn't feel like smiling. "Y/n what's wrong?" Your other friend said sounding concerned you looked back at Killua and the huge group of girls surrounding him. "I don't know sometimes I feel like... I'm a bother everyone at school knows I'm dating Killua but they seem to not like me for dating him." You say looking away and your friends frown. "Y/n don't say that! You aren't a bother you shouldn't think about killuas fan girls and you should have fun in your relationship! If they give you looks then let them. That shouldn't stop you from dating the one you love!" Your friend said and you smiled a little "yeah your right." You say.

Your sitting in class taking notes in your notebook as your teacher is reading aloud to the class. "Killua why don't you have your notebook open?" The teacher said you looked over at killua who was sitting next to you and everyone else looked at him. "Cause this class is boring and lame." Killua says relaxing in his seat "Killua that doesn't mean you can just sit around and do nothing! Do you wanna fail my class?" The teacher now sounded frustrated but Killua seemed like he didn't care at all. "I don't care." Killua had a smirk on his face and the teacher just sighed "Killua I'll call your parents you're slowing the class down." She says and Killua rolled his eyes "ok fine." Killua said flipping open his notebook and you laugh a little.

Killua looked at you and blushed "pft you got in trouble" you say to Killua and he pinches your cheek "Baka be quiet!" He says back. You were in class and you were all sad cause you still kept overthinking. Killua noticed you looked sad "y/n you look sad what happened?" He says and you look away from him "nothing." You say and he sighs "it's something." He says and you blush "I'll tell you later." You say.

Class ended and you and Killua walked to the cafeteria together. "Y/n what were you gonna tell me-" Killua got cut off by a group of girls coming up to you guys. "Killua are you sitting by anyone today?" A girl said holding killuas hand and Killua smiled "I'm sitting by y/n" he says and the group of girls look at you. "Huh? Again?!" They say and Killua nods and you look down at the ground then you look back at Killua. "A-actually I'll just sit by my friends today!" You say and Killua frowns "are you sure?" He says and you nod and you enter the cafeteria sitting by your friends.

☆彡 After school ☆彡
You walked out of school and saw Killua talking with a bunch of girls like always. You sigh annoyed and walked over to him. He looked at you and smiled and he waved bye to the group of girls. "Jeez today was so exhausting" Killua sighed and you were looking down at the ground. "Oh yeah, y/n you said you were gonna tell me something after class! What was it?" He asks and you looked at him and faked a smile "it doesn't matter..." Killua looked at you with a worried expression. "Of course it matters! Y/n you can tell me anything I won't judge you!" He says holding your hand and you blush looking away from him. "W-well it just feels like... I'm a bother and I'm in the way of things." You say and he hugs you tight you got surprised because you weren't expecting him to hug you.

"You're not a bother." He says hugging you tight and you hug him back "but I am... and I'm annoying." You say and he stops hugging you and looks into your e/c eyes. "Don't say that about yourself! You aren't annoying it's impossible for you to annoy me because every time you're with me I'm always happy!" Killua says blushing and you smile a little "do you mean it?" You say and he nods. He hugs you again and you hug him back "but the girls at school don't seem to like me... they always give me glares when I'm with you." He sighs "well I'll talk to them! I don't wanna see you so sad if they get mad over me and you being together then let them be mad. They are just jealous." He says pulling away from the hug "b-but why would you want to be with someone like me? All the girls at school are much more prettier." You say crying a little and he frowns "is that really what you think about yourself? Y/n I like you inside and out I don't care about your looks. Your personality is enough for me please don't cry." He says kissing your forehead and he wipes your tears away. You smile "yeah your right thanks Killua," You say.