like honey but poisoned

Author's Note: I felt like including this simple drawing I made of how I imagine my OCs. Hope you're doing fine & take care 💕

In this moment the world was perfect. The girl I loved was sitting right beside me, the sky dark and full of stars. I couldn't possibly complain. Even the painfully sweet peach liqueur was kind of enjoyable, it only took some getting used to it.
"Do you see the stars over there?" Lissa asked admiringly.
"The stars over where? They're practically everywhere."
"The ones that form a 'W'. Do you see that?"
"I guess. Why? What's with them?"
"That's the Cassiopeia. The only star constellation I can recognize."
"Impressive."
"Don't say it so unimpressed. Do you know any star constellations?"
"No, I'm fine with looking at them not knowing anything."
She rolled her eyes. "That's so like you. Show some respect towards those old glowing beings," then she shoved me playfully.
"Old glowing beings? Sometimes you talk like a really old person, who fell on their head."
She rolled her eyes again and handed me the peach liqueur.
"Are you trying to get me drunk?"
"Yea. I'm hoping it will rid you of your spitefulness."
I shot her an amused look.
"Really? Well, I doubt that it works."
"I can try at least," she replied, pouting.
"Well, then try harder," I said grinning.
"How? You only ever take one tiny sip, then give it back to me."
"That's because it's too sweet," I remarked, scrunching up my nose at the thought of it.
"And what if I'd make you drink it from my mouth?" She whispered seductively with a teasing glimmer in her eyes.
"Fine."
"Uhm, what? I didn't actually mean it. I just wanted to see how you'd react," she stammered reluctantly.
"But you've suggested it, now you have to do it."
"God, this feels so '50 Shades of Grey'," she muttered shaking her head and grabbing the bottle, while I just watched her with amusement.
Then she crossed herself, saying:"God, forgive me, for I am going to sin."
I shook my head and grabbed her by the collar of her dress, pulling her close to me.
"You just love leading me on just to put me on hold, don't you?" Then I violently pressed my lips onto hers, barely even letting her take a breath, I kissed her like I had never kissed her before, like this was the first time, then I pinned her to the ground and climbed on top of her.
"Are you touch-starved or something?" She asked startled.
"I'm Lissa-starved, that's so much worse." And before she could utter anything else I crashed my lips onto hers and continued to kiss her with a vigorous passion. She whimpered quietly, her breathing got heavy and I loved how easily I could turn her into a hot mess. I took a moment just to cherish her beauty. Then I started to kiss down her neck and suck on it, which caused her to moan and grip my hair.
"Stop it," she whispered. "You make it hard for me to resist and I don't wanna have sex with you on a cliff."
"Why not?"
"I'm not really fond of bugs, insects and other creepy small animals."
I could only laugh at that.
"You're just too paranoid, these small animals don't mean to scare you Lissa, they are probably just as afraid as you are."
"I highly doubt that."
"So, what about your offer, do you dare to try that now?"
She glared at me and sat up. Then she roughly pushed my head closer to hers.
"I'm only doing that, so you'll stop asking, okay?" She poured some liqueur into the cap and held it high up to the sky, like she'd toast God or something, sometimes she did that and I didn't really question it, because it was just another crazy habit of hers.
After her short spiritual ritual, she put the liqueur into her mouth and pressed her lips onto mine, so far everything went well, but then she burst out laughing and spat the peach liqueur all over me.
"Oh my God, I'm so sorry," she said, still laughing.
"Yea, you totally look like you're sorry about that," I stated bluntly, inspecting myself. "Ugh, I'm all sticky and wet." This caused her to laugh even more.
"That sounds really wrong, you know," she stated, while wiping away a tear.
"I'm glad my misery happens to entertain you."
"Oh, it does!" She laughed even harder and I noticed, that she was in fact much more drunk than I was, I didn't even feel tipsy yet. This in itself wasn't really concerning, but what was concerning, was her proximity to the abyss and her sense of balance, which was temporarily out of order.
"Uhm, Lis, why don't you come a bit closer?"
"Is that another shady try to flirt with me?" She asked and giggled.
"No, it isn't. Please just get away from the abyss, okay?" I spoke seriously and hoped that she would just do what I had told her to.
"Abyss?" She questioned wide eyed and confused. "Which abyss?" She looked around, finally looking to her right. "Oh, that abyss," she mumbled. Then she touched her forehead, stating:"I feel so dizzy."
Just as the words had left her mouth, she toppled over and fell down.
As if a part of me had seen that coming, I grabbed her left arm just in time.
For a moment I panicked, then I forced myself to calm down, so I could pull her up again.
"Lis, don't ever fucking scare me like that again! You could've seriously hurt yourself!" I yelled at her, but she looked at me with a disturbing sort of emptiness, before stating: "You have four eyes and two mouths."
"Okay, I think you definitely had too much alcohol, we should go back."
"Normally I don't drink that much, but the liqueur tastes like candy, I couldn't possibly stop." Lissa touched her temples in agony and I felt really bad for her.
"Do you think you can stand?"
"I don't know."
Carefully I helped her get up and put an arm around her waste to stabilise her.
Like that we somehow managed to get back to the castle.