I Don't Hate You But I Don't Like You.

Your POV

After Tom amd Harry were gone. I went in my room and lied down on bed thinking if I should really get an gym membership. I mean... I don't even have to train for this movie. It's like romcoms. There no action. I am too lazy...

It's Rogers' vet appointment day. Also Nymeria needs a walk. Ajiah and I went to vet Rogers got his check up done and we went to a dog park. I don't know if cats are allowed in here. I don't leash trained my cat just for the sake of it! But my cat is as lazy as me. He just took a nap on my lap while Ajiah played with Nymeria.

"I didn't know owning a dog would be this hard!" Ajiah sat next to me as she tries to steady her breath.

"I told ya." I said.

Nymeria came back running to us with the ball in her mouth. Ajiah threw it back again and off she wemt to fetch.

"what is it with you and Harry?" Ajiah asked out of blue.

"what?" I looked at her.

"come on! I am not a kid." she sighed.

"we're just good friends." I shrugged. "thanks to you."

"yeah. But don't you see the way he looks at you?"

"that happens only in movies." I laughed.

"you're dumb."

"I am not!"

"yes! Yes, you are dumb." she threw the ball again after Nymeria fetched it for her. "you need to show some interest in him. I am pretty sure he's looking for signs from you so he can ask you out."

"I am not going out on a date with anyone!" I stated the fact. I am just too scared to be in a relationship.

"come on. It won't happen again. Harry is not like that douche bag who ditched you." She hopped on her place trying to convince me.

"it's not about him. I moved on from that shit a while ago." I sighed. "you know I have seen two failed marriages of my own elder brother. I a life long commitment with a person. Like- like my parents!"

"you can't be just scared of being heart broken."

"I know. But as cliche and as Disney-like it sounds. I just want to be happy with my person! I want to have my own kids. Adopt 10 more cats and maybe a few dogs." I looked at Nymeria who was now laying down on the grass with her eyes closed.

"you want to have a fairy tale life." Ajiah commented.

"yeah, you can say that. And I'll wait however long I have to for that. I wouldn't wanna date anybody just for sake of it. If I were to actually do that. I will seriously think really far ahead in the future." I ducked my head down at the cat in my lap petting him.

"you're pretty serious!" I heard her say in a low voice.

"Of course I am damn serious!" I furrowed my eyebrows looking at her.

"but life's too short to just wait you know." she shrugged. "you have to take risks."

"hmmm. I know!" I nodded. "that waa the deepest conversation we've had!"

She laughed, "yeah!"

"so tell me about you Ajiah Singh!"

"I don't wanna live a fantasy life like you." she shook her head.

"I mean it's your choice. But still. If you were have a fantasy life it would be Gothic-Unicorn." I joked.

"goth-" she giggled. "-gothic-unicorn?"

"yeah. Like you keep changing your hair colour and your closet is filled with only black clothes!" I said.

"i have a hair appointment come on. I am getting hair dyed Magenta today." she got up.

"you're gonna get bald if you don't stop bleaching the shit out of your hair." I got up as well.

"I don't care to be honest. This is too much handle!" she said touching her long bob hair which is dyed blue now.

"don't come sobbing to me." I walked to my car and put Rogers back in his carrier.

"I won't now drive!" she demanded.

We took both the pets back home and headed to the hair salon. I have nothing to do so I went to the mall nearby while Ajiah gets her hair done. I wandered around window shopping. I don't like to shopping but I needed a few nice clothes and new shoes.

That's how my day went. We're gonna start shooting in 2 days here in London.