She over-loves,
overthinks,
worries too much,
makes herself the second priority.
She tries to be kind to people,
not because people don't piss her off,
but because she knows that each one has their unsaid story.
But even after trying so hard,
she loses her cool sometimes.
she snaps at the ones around her,
she hurts the ones that she loves.
Later on,
she ends up feeling bad for her actions,
she starts guilt tripping herself,
she starts spiralling.
She feels like she's a mess,
she tries to clear up the mess,
but people around her make it difficult for her.
They provoke her at her every step,
they judge her for her actions,
they manipulate her.
They scare her.
Even with all of this happening,
She stays strong,
She won't budge.
She tries to get better,
She tries to see the silver lining to every cloud.