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Trapped in my own head

By WildImaginations16

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She is an outcast. She finds it easier to express what she feels in the form of writing. Whether it is poems... More

hey there, (not a poem)
Survival Mode: ON
choices we make
who are you?
Note to readers
two hours in the psych dept.
when he visits
true feelings?
feeling like a failure
things you make me do
a letter to Cyrus
别濒别蹿迟丑别谤铆补
you're falling again
lonely again
mysterious forest
suffering
soul
just listen
please, just let me be
mom
opening up
hfa
a glimmer of hope
silver lining
younger self
darkness
rooftop
birthday
courage
i got this?
are you proud of me?
repressed memories
safe space
proud of you
flower
trickle
leave
pieces
listen
touch
she
you
zoning out
dream or...nightmare?
i can't be selfish
why do i feel this way?
I've been hurt enough
rest
i am different (a fault, maybe)
naked truth
i wished
hurt
happy
happy new year
show up
i'm fine
calm or a storm
escape
when?
empath
cause
reminder
failed attempts
words cut deeper than any blade
when will life begin?
happy once again
burden
height
fault
abandon myself
a choice
aflame
holding on
hide
a fortress against the storm
the ways we express
emotions: the ink in our water
the silent pleaser
hidden battles
alone in the silence
fragile bonds
silent tears
silent spirals
alive in hurt
tornado inside
ephemeral joy
balancing acts
caged voices
chaos masked by calm
blank pages
calm before the storm
echoes of exhaustion
silent doubts
strangled silence
are you okay?
silent witness
echoes of void
i'm back
Emotions, why are you so hard?
when i need someone
i'm too much to handle, ig
stage fear
you are not alone
mind's trap
routine
blade
let me be
burnout
enemy within
innocent brown eyes
behind the smile
choked silence
the tears i (try to) hide
it's not on me
silent scars
healing hands
promises that burn
crossed fingers
behind the smile
too tired to heal
somebody to talk to
unheld
grey stains
worn
empty promises
proving myself
suffocate
things that understand
the youngest
who am i?
mysterious
the fight
storm inside
endless lies
overthinking
waiting to break
spinning
easier
fading
home
perfect smile
i'm falling apart
autopilot
out of place
slipping away
mindful or mind full?
still here

they say

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By WildImaginations16

They say nothing should have to suffer-
so why do I have to hurt like this?
Each day drags on like a weight,
and I'm tired of carrying it alone.

They say light always finds a way in,
but I don't see it in this dark.
Maybe I'm just too far gone,
maybe some things can't be fixed.

If they knew how heavy this feels,
would they tell me to keep holding on?
They say nothing should have to suffer-
so can I end my suffering now?

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