Secret Sender ? Joshua ?

[ - sophia kim - ]

Things were going well, but of course I felt... Sad. Seungkwan and Hansol didn't bring it up, of course I didn't too.

"Hyung, you're not being as cheerful as you are before. What's wrong ??" Chan asked Joshua

"Oh it's just um..." He looked down

"Remember that secret sender ? She told me she'd no longer be schooling here. Honestly I'm a bit sad knowing about that" he had a sad smile forming

I was quiet of course.

Just when I thought I'm able to let go of you, you had to make me feel this way...

Seungkwan patted my back softly, reassuring me that everything is alright. As much as I really want to keep it quiet, I wanted to tell them. But of course, I didn't.

I really don't want to kill the mood and I don't want it to be a painful goodbye. I just want it to be a memorable one so that I wouldn't regret anything when I'm starting a new life.

That's all that I wished for now.