Secret Sender ? Joshua ?

[ - sophia kim - ]

I stared outside of the plane's window. Wondering how my new life would be. Would it be more challenging or more easier for me ?

Those days I've spent with them, my heart felt heavy for leaving without bidding my farewell to them. Well... If they've known about it earlier, it'd probably be harder for me too.

It wouldn't be the end since I'd be sure to visit there again. But I'm not even sure if I'm able to meet them. I don't know, it's just what I've thought about

As much as I was ready to let go of everything, part of me is really worried about leaving him like this. Wouldn't he feel betrayed by my action ? Wouldn't I be the reason why he might lose trust in anyone.

Most importantly

Will he be depending more on his friends than me ? Despite them being closer with him, why did he trusted me so much ? What am I to him ?

I shouldn't be complaining, but I'm just curious. Like why ? That was just out of nowhere.

I sighed

Maybe I shouldn't overthink much about this. It'll give me more stress than ever. I should move on from all of this.

If I really am lucky, I'd be able to meet him again in the future.