Thantophobia // Technoblade x reader

Techno pov.

     What have I done? How did everything fall apart so quickly? Where did she go? I could feel the falling snow begin to pelt softly against my skin.

-Before-

     After I finally managed to get Phil to let me leave from the syndicate room, I convinced myself that everything would be okay. I was sure of it. I walked in silence, only listening to the sound of snow crunching loudly underneath my feet and the constant mumbling of the voices. I sighed heavily when I reached the door, dreading her reaction. It won't be bad. She'll only be concerned. She won't be afraid. Right? 

     I ran a hand through my hair, feeling frustrated. The voices try and reassure me and I let my shoulder slump for a moment. I reluctantly open the door and step inside, leaving it open behind me and only concerning myself with looking for her. I noticed Sushi slinking out of the room just as Y/n came darting out of the living room, hope written all over her face, "Techno you're-" She stops in her tracks. I watch as her face slowly contorts from hope, to dread, to full on fear. Her once loving gaze returning to those of the first time we met. She caught like a deer standing perfectly still in front of me. I can smell the fear pouring off of her. The voices begin to yell, some of them becoming hypnotized by her fear and chanting loudly, covering up my own thoughts. All I can do is stare into her eyes, I can feel the voices trying to pressure me into doing something, half of them want me to do something good and the other half...

     My breathing becomes heavy as I barely manage to force out the words, "Leave...Please.." The voices went silent as y/n suddenly bolted past me out the open door and into the snowy tundra. I stood there dazed for a moment before turning and yelling for her, "Y/n, wait!"

-Back to present-

     This isn't right. I didn't mean for her to leave, I only wanted to the voices gone. I want to find her, to see her, hug her close. Why does this always happen? I began to panic as the snow began to fall in thicker patches, "Y/n!" I called out into the open area. I've been out here for almost 2 hours now, she's not dressed to handle this weather for that long. This can't be happening. I searched for another 30 minutes, any tracks of where she may have gone already covered up fully by the snow. I need Phil. He can find her, he has to be able to. If he doesn't... 

Y/n pov.

          How long have I been out here? I lost consciousness at some point, I'm sure of it. It's so cold, I'm not actually convinced I'm awake. I can't feel anything. I sank down into the snow again, feeling short of breath. I was having a harder and harder time catching my breath. I watched my own breath create a cloud of mist as I breathed in and out. I fell back into the snow, too exhausted to stay sitting up. The cold air and snow nipped at my skin, causing it to string painfully. I closed my eyes and allowed myself to drift off, knowing the risks. 

     I'm not sure how long I was laying in the snow but after a while I felt something drape over me and a pair of arms wrap around my body, lifting me up and holding me close to their body. I could feel their warmth through the cold, wet fabrics I was wearing. They walked quickly through the snowy area, so quickly in fact it felt as if we were teleporting through the area. I didn't have enough strength to open my eyes, much less to speak to the person carrying me. I slowly fell back into an unconscious state. My body hanging limp in their arms. 

Ranboo pov. 

     I know that I don't know who she is, but that doesn't mean I can just leave her to freeze out in the snow. I sighed, commentating to myself. She was light, so it wasn't hard to carry her. I didn't mind the stinging feeling that came from being in contact with the snow and wetness of the clothes.

     I spent almost 20 minutes just walking to find some sort of shelter. I eventually spotted a small cave in the distance, I teleported the both of us there to try and warm up. I carefully sat her down out of the way of the snow. I looked around for a moment, I need to start a fire right? I'm not sure what to do in this situation. I'm not really affected by the cold very much, but I'm confident that this girl probably can't survive in it very well, considering her current state. She began to cough some in her sleep, I should hurry. I began searching for a tree nearby to find some sticks. It took a five minute walk to find a tree and gather all the materials I needed, I carried them back to the cave. The only thing I could think of while on the walk back was, "Please don't be dead."

     As I neared the entrance to the cave I heard a loud thump behind me. I turned and saw a disgruntled and stressed looking Philza. "Ranboo." He called my name, this sounded serious. I turned my full attention to him, "Phil, I'm sorry, but this is a little bit of a bad time.." 

     "Ranboo... I need help..." His voice cracked and he cleared his throat, trying not to acknowledge the tears threating to spill from his eyes. I nodded, "but Phil, there's a bit of a-"

"Ranboo, please, we lost her, I need to find her!" Phil's voice raises on it's own, his wings flaring out as he becomes frustrated, he pushes his hands through his hair, fixing his hat. He sighs and pushes his wings down, "I really need your hel-" "Who did you loose?" My eyes were wide as I stared at him, was the girl in the cave the same one he was looking for? "Her name  is y/n, but that's not important right now, mate." He looks around, noticing the snow begging to lighten up, "I need to find her."

     "I think I already did.." I mumble, Phil stares at me, "you what, mate?" I point at the entrance of the cave and he darts inside, "Holy shit, y/n!" I hear him call from inside. I can hear shuffling around and then he practically flies out of the  cave with the girl in his arms, "Ranboo, meet me at Techno's!" He calls out as he takes off with her. I only nod and follow after, only on the ground and quite a bit slower. She'll be okay now, right? 

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idk what that's about, I'm quite tired right now lmao

I hope this chapter is better than the last chapter and that everyone has been having a great time! <3

Goodnight/Good Morning :)

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