One who have been used, tortured, modified again and again and again until she escaped. She has long forgot of feelings like happy, safe and love. She is broken, can she ever be fixed?
Other have been lied, used, betrayed, tortured. He feels like no...
Tamara decided to go downstairs around 8am. Then nobody will ask if she slept alright. They started question that after some time when she was always first in kitchen. She take a quick shower and put on some jeans and forest green t-shirt. When she step out her door Loki open his door too. He take a quick glance over her. "Did you sleep okay?" He ask softly. Tamara just nod and turn to go to downstairs. Loki follow her and glances her worriedly. Tamara ignore that and build her defenses back up that crashed down when Loki comment her eyes. When they get to kitchen Tamara says good morning to everyone smiling. All answer her smiling. Loki just ignore everyone and sit down next to Tamara. They start to eat in silence.
After everyone has ate. Tony rose up. "As you know there is Thanksgiving coming in a two week. Then we will host a party on ballroom. You are all welcomed, you too Loki, someone has to keep eye on you." Tony say and smirk to all. Loki just glare at Tony. Then Tony point his finger toward Tamara. "You have to go shopping kiddo, you don't have any dresses and your clothes have only those hoodies and sweatpants. Those are your only jeans. I give you my credit card and you go to shop some proper clothes to yourself and something to wear on party." Tamara groan but take Tony's card anyway. Natasha was almost jumping up when Tamara pointed a finger at her. "No you won't come, I do this alone or I won't do it at all. Are we clear" Tamara say angrily and Natasha pout but eventually nod. Tamara nod and go quickly grab her shoes before Natasha chances her mind. Loki just look at her leaving little worried. Eventually he bury himself at his room again.
Tamara drive to a mall and after parking groan. She hate shopping and even more she hate heels. She know she has to buy one pair at least or Nat would take her here again. First she go to look for normal clothes. She bought 6 new t-shirt all dark colored, 3 black pants, 2 dark grey sweatpants, couple pair of socks, 4 new set of underwear, two dark green long sleeves shirt and two dark green hoodies. Then she go to grab that f*cking dress. She look around. Soon some seller came to her. "Are you miss Hunter?" Tamara nod. "Good, mister Stark call us and asked us to help you find some dress." Tamara groan in her mind but smile to the lady. "Fine, something where it is easy to move and cover my shoulders. Dark colors please." Tamara say and seller sprint of to look around. She show her around five dresses. Tamara immediately turn down one red and one strapless dress. Others she tried on. One dark blue dress was nice, grey dress was uncomfortable and green dress was perfect. She loved it. (dress on picture). She bought both blue and green dresses.
She got a message from Tony: Don't forget to buy some jewelries too ;). Try Goldring. Tamara groan on that and goes next to buy some shoes before jewelries. She quickly find some perfect heels and bought them.
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She find soon that jewelry shop that Tony recommended. Owner is already waiting for her and welcome Tamara. She look through some silvery first. Tamara quickly turn them down telling she doesn't like silver. Owner quickly show her some golden jewelry. Tamara chose one gold necklace. Next she chose beautiful golden bracelet and golden earrings.
She finally could go to car. After she has put her shopping bags on trunk, she sigh and turn to go to driver's seat when some thug hit her on corner of left eye. She collapse on car. "Now, be a good girl and give me you money and car key's." Man spoke and smile wickedly at Tamara. Tamara shake her head a little and wipe blood off her eye. She look that man for a second before hitting him on chin. Man drop like a rock, gun flew some meters away. Tamara side kicked man on head and security guard soon come running to her. "Are you okay miss, I'm so sorry, he just slipped out of our security cell. I hear scream of pain and run here." guard say panting. "It's okay, he just surprised me that's all. I'm fine. Take him now to somewhere where he couldn't cause problems." Tamara say calmly and go back to her car. Guard picked man's gun up and but him on handcuffs. Tamara quickly drive away wiping blood out of her eye. He hit me good for me to bleed this much. Tamara thought and sighed when she realized she couldn't get all blood on her eye out without water. She just wiped most of it and bleeding soon stop.
At the garage she quickly collect her bags and go to elevator. Without her realizing elevator stopped at lounge floor. She just sigh and step out. "Hi- WHAT HAPPENED" Everyone say same time. Tamara quickly look up and see all Avengers rushing to him. Natasha tried to grab her face. Tamara quickly dodge that and put her hands full of bags front of her. "I'm fine, just some thug tried to rob me and get to hit me because I had my guard down. Nothing to worry about." She assure everyone. "Now I go to upstairs put my things to place and clean my face so I can use both my eyes. No, I won't show you the outfit I picked up. You see it at the party day." She smirk and go quickly back to elevator. Natasha tried to follow her put Tamara just shake her head. "See you at dinner" Tamara shout and smile.
Tamara step out to right floor and start to walk on her room. When she finally managed to open her door Loki open his "I hear you are back, you-WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED" He lastly shout and rush to Tamara. He put his hand on her face and look worried. Tamara just laugh and pull back. She enter her room and nod for Loki to follow. Loki follow still looking worried even if he tried to mask it. "It's just a little cut. I clean it and it will be gone by the evening." Tamara assure and put her bags on the floor in her walk-in-closet. Then she go to bathroom and clean her face off blood. Then she walk back to still standing Loki. "See just a little scratch anymore." She say happily and smile to Loki. "What.happened?" Loki ask dangerously low voice, growling. Tamara just wave at him to join her at the couch same time as she put TV on. "Just some thug tried to steel me. It is not a big deal. He is in jail by now. I kicked his ass good." Tamara tell same time as Loki slowly sit on her couch. Loki murmur something about killing him but Tamara just ignore that.
"So, how was your day?" Tamara ask and lower volume on News. "I just read at my room, nothing special." Loki eventually answer. He glances at the wound couple times before he put his hand on near it. Tamara freeze on that, her heart rate quickens and her breathing hitched. Loki notice that and retreat his hand. "Sorry, sorry. I just wanted to look at it better." He say apologetically. Tamara take a deep breath and smile at him assuring. "I-it's okay, i-it's just I haven't get used to that men will touch me without harming me." She say and quickly realize what she just blurted out. She slowly rise her eyes at Loki. Loki look angry, not at her but men who had make her feel like that. "None of Avengers knows that, please don't tell them." Tamara say softly after a while. Loki nod. "C-can I pet your head. You seemed to like that on other night." He ask softly. After a while Tamara nod and let Loki pet her head. In a moment Tamara relax and start to purr. When Loki thinks that Tamara couldn't see he smile softly. Tamara see that but didn't say anything. She just enjoy that cool hand petting her.
