Two broken souls

They all eat breakfast in peace. Tamara is sitting between Thor and Loki. Both still look warily to others, like challenging them to say anything wrong. Tamara chuckle on their behavior but let it go. No one has never stand for her, after her parents died. It was new feeling. She realize that she actually feel safe between two Asgardians. Natasha smile to their behavior happily. Clint and Tony look ashamed still, but didn't try to say anything toward that direction. Natasha start to tell eventually about her time in Red Room. She want to remind Tamara that she wasn't alone. "Do you know, where HYDRA got idea of that place? They wanted to copy Soviet unions method of Red Room, they just make it more cruel than them." Tamara snarl after awhile. She knew why Natasha has brought this up, but she didn't like that Natasha try to compare their experiences. "Well at least you still have your reproductive organs." Natasha snap back to her.

Tamara freeze for that. Then scary looking smile crept to her face. Natasha freeze for seeing that. Before she could apology, Tamara speak up. "I would chance my place with you in a second. You weren't experimented with new drugs, you weren't forced to kill other kids and adults again and again, you weren't tortured like me after failures, you weren't RAPED AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK AFTER YOU TURN THIRTEEN UNTIL YOU ESCAPED." Tamara yell and hit the table cracking it. Everyone freeze and paled, shock in their face. "Tamara-" Loki try to grab her arm. She dodge that and storm out of room.

Loki glare them all before rushing after her. Tamara has ran to her room. She lock the door and crumple on floor, her back facing the door. She cry again, hugging herself. She feel dirty, like after all those times when they raped her. She is sure that Loki wouldn't want to touch her after that knowledge. She bury her face in her knees. Soon she hear someone approach her door, then scent of Loki come to her. Loki knock softly at her door. "Tiger, you okay? Would you let me in?" Loki ask softly. "Go away, Loki." Tamara answer with broken voice. "Oh, my love." Loki mumble and teleport to her living room. Tamara didn't react to Loki's appear. "Come on, Tiger. Please look at me." Tamara stiffen under Loki's touch in her hair but refuse to look up. Loki sigh sadly and kneel in front of her. "Please go away Loki, you deserve someone better than me. I'm broken and dirty. You shouldn't even look at me. I should leave here, so I won't hurt anyone anymore. I hurt Nat. I'm a monster. I didn't deserve your love." Tamara sob and hug her knees tighter. Loki frown to that. He quickly pick Tamara to his arms and move to sit on couch. Tamara let surprise voice and grab Loki's neck to balance while lifted up. 

When he has sat down and was sure Tamara wouldn't try to get out of his arms, Loki hug her tighter and kiss top of her head. Tamara has buried her head in crook of his neck, again. "Tiger, yes, you are broken, but so am I. You aren't dirty, what have happened to you isn't your fault. You didn't do it willingly. On my point of view Avengers have hurt you much more that you have them. And please believe me when I tell you that you are NOT a monster. If anyone will deserve my love it is you. You gave me a chance to show you who I really am, you accept all my flaws, you accept all my mistakes. You made me to fall in love with you. Please Tamara look at me. Come on, I love you." Loki say and slowly Tamara look at his emerald eyes, seeing he is telling truth. "But I hurt Nat, I destroy our peaceful morning with everyone." Tamara sob and more tears escape her eyes. Loki wipe them gently away. "I'm sure lady Natasha is feeling very bad that she snap to you like that. Everyone is worried about you. Thor probably yell to them again." Loki joke in the end and Tamara smile to that.

"You really think I'm not a monster?" Tamara whisper. "No more than I am." Loki answer the same way that Tamara has answered to him all those weeks ago. Tamara smile to that and peck Loki's cheek. "Thank you. For being you." Tamara thank him and Loki blush. "Anytime Tiger." He smirk to her. Soon they hear Thor yelling in hall their names. He knock on her door. "Lady Tamara, brother. Are you there? Everyone is worried and sent me to ask if Lady Tamara would want to come back down. We decide to have movie marathon day. Tony convince others to watch something called The Lord of the Rings." Thor yell other side of door and soon Tamara yell back to him "In a minute, give us a moment." To that Thor turn around and go back to lounge. "That is amazing movie trilogy, we have to go watch that." Tamara smile to Loki, peck his lips and jump of his lap. "Come on I want to see that. Tony has extended versions." Loki smile to her happy face. "You sure you are okay enough to go to back them." Tamara nod to him and grab his hand to pull Loki with her to living room. "Tony probably convince others by telling them that I won't ever say no to The Lord of the Rings marathon." Tamara laugh and Loki look suspicious after that. 

When they come to living room Pepper run to hug Tamara. "You okay? I made Tony to tell me what have happened in these couple days. You can be sure I yelled to them all with a little help of Thor." She grab her shoulder and look in her eyes worrying. Loki growl to that gesture. Tamara wave to him that it is okay. "I'm fine, thank you Pepper." She smile to her and she return to sit next to Tony. Natasha apologies and hug her. Tamara usher to her that it is okay. Loki sit on their favorite armchair and pull Tamara to his lap. "These movies will take almost all day, you sure I can stay here?" Tamara ask and Loki growl something like "mine" holding her tighter. Tamara laugh to him and give him quick kiss before snuggling in comfortable position, she let her head to rest in his right shoulder, having perfect view to TV. Tony try to comment something to their position but Pepper hit him on head glaring to shut up. 

They all let movie marathon to wash away bad atmosphere from morning and enjoying each others company. Loki held Tamara tight in his lap giving her kisses in hair here and there. Thor look at them happy that his brother has found someone.