Complicated (Reader Avengers Romance)

As you watched Loki walk towards you, you couldn't help but smile. There was no mistaking the gleam in his eyes and the soft smile across his face. He was really there with you. You took in the golden hallway which he had chosen to retreat to.
"Loki? Where are we?" You gestured to your surroundings.
"You're inside my mind." His words were gentle and soothing, his voice calming you instantly as it always does.

"Yeah because that isn't weird at all." You looked around you as he reached you. His fingers grazing your hips as he rested his forehead against yours, closing his eyes. He wanted to savour this moment, knowing it wouldn't last long. "You cannot stay my love. He'll find you."
You moved back slightly, just enough to look him in the eyes, not breaking the contact you had with him. "Who will find me? I can't leave without you."

He brushed a strand of hair out of your face. "I can't let him find you. No matter the cost." You could see the tears he was holding back, he was scared, but not for himself, for you.
You stood up straighter, showing him you weren't scared of whoever was controlling him. "I won't leave. Not without you. If we go, we go together." You reminded him of his promise he made to you long ago.
The thought of breaking his promise to you broke his heart even more, something he didn't think was possible. His lips found yours, all the frustration of the last few days poured into that kiss. His hands found their way to your ass as he pulled you into him. You wrapped your arms around his neck as his tongue found yours. You knew he wasn't just kissing you because he wanted to, this was his way of saying both goodbye and sorry. He didn't believe he would come out of this the other side. Something you refused to think about, one way or another you'd get him back.

As you pulled away you brushed away the tears that had fallen from his eyes. "The longer you stay, the longer it's a risk." When you still stood your ground, refusing to move he reminded you of something else. "Bucky needs you."
You felt your anger flicker through you. "He needs you too. Why did you have to pick that damn sceptre up?" You growled at him, frustration and anger laced your voice. You didn't want to hurt him, but you had to know why he'd done it.
"She threatened to tear your life apart. I only wanted to protect you." He could feel Thanos trying to break through the barrier in his mind. He couldn't keep you safe in here much longer. "Please my love. I need you to leave."

You couldn't. You wouldn't leave him. "No. I can't." Your grip on him tightened, proving to him that you weren't going anywhere.
"Then forgive me darling." He pulled back slightly, taking in every detail about you. The way your smile made his worries melt away. The way your curves felt against his hands, the pure adoration in your eyes, along with that spark of fire that hid behind them.

You knew what he was going to do before he did it. It was his mind, he let you in but he could kick you out of it just as quickly. "I will get you back. I'll tear apart the nine realms until I do." You promised him and you knew you'd do exactly that for him.
"I don't doubt it at all my love. I love you and Bucky so much."

"We love you too."

His lips found yours again as the barrier between him and Thanos snapped. He felt him looking for you. Whilst you were distracted by the kiss, he severed the connection forcing you out.

You landed on the floor with a thud. Turning to look at Loki you noticed how his eyes remained closed. "Go darling. I can't keep him away for long." His voice was strained and you knew that was the last thing you'd hear from him for a while.

Running to the cell door it opened, as it closed behind you, the loud click of the lock echoed around the room. You turned back to see that sickening smile plastered across his face. "Gone so soon little one?"
Rage flooded through you, you wanted nothing more than to disintegrate the man looking back at you. Your eyes turned blue but before you could do anything, Thor had his large arms wrapped around you. "It's not him Y/N but you will hurt him if you do anything." You instantly relaxed, letting Thor pull you to your feet. As the elevator doors closed behind you, Thor pressed the emergency stop button, causing you to look at him in confusion.

"I have an idea on how to help him, but right now Bucky needs you. Meet me tomorrow? On the roof, we'll have privacy there."

You nodded and he pressed the button, the elevator jumped to life. As the doors opened Bucky ran straight towards you, wrapping you in his arms. Thor patted you on the shoulder as he walked past. Looking up at Bucky you could see the worry written all over his face. "I spoke to him Buck."
That granted you a small smile. "Come on doll, you're tired and home is too far away. We'll stay in our room here tonight."

As you reached your room you felt a shudder run through you, it felt so empty without him. You know Bucky could feel it too by the way he pulled you closer to him. Both of you stood saying nothing until you turned in his arms, burying your head in his chest. Finally the tears came thick and fast for both of you.

When you finally tore yourself away from Bucky, you headed towards the shower, stripping your clothes off as you went. You ignored the pain in your chest when Loki didn't moan at you about the mess. You turned the shower on, giving it a moment for the water to heat up, when it did you stepped under the water, letting it wash away all the stress of today.

As you reached for the shampoo you felt Bucky climb in behind you. "Let me." He held out his hand for the bottle. With a smile you passed it to him. When he poured it into your hair and lathered it up, a small moan escaped your lips. Bucky instantly smiled, scraping his fingers lightly against your scalp as he massaged the shampoo through your hair. Once he was done he manoeuvred you further under the water and washed it out.

He didn't stop there, he moved on to the body wash next, massaging you all over as he went. It was sweet and caring, and you knew he needed to take care of you. Even though he'd made no move to turn it into something more, you couldn't help the heat that was forming between your legs, and the temperature of the shower had nothing to do with it.

Bucky could see the hooded look in your eyes, he'd been trying to keep himself from going further. Content to just look after you, but the second you pulled his face to yours, all his control slipped away. You wrapped your legs around his waist as he moved your back against the cool tiles. You positioned yourself over him and slid down his length. There was no dirty talking, no words at all were needed. He made sweet love to you and when you clenched around him, he grunted as he found his release.

After cleaning you up again, Bucky wrapped you in a towel before grabbing one for himself. You both got changed and climbed into bed, you snuggled into his chest and within minutes you fell asleep to the sound of his heartbeat.

"Goodnight doll." Bucky muttered as he tried to clear his mind enough to eventually join you in sleep.