My Poems and Other Writing

You cracked me like a code
Like I was something to decipher
You colored me with numbers but
You always added too much red to the fire

You cracked me like a code
While you cracked a joke to the others
I was painted by you but I paid attention
To detail
I paid attention to detail

Love me til you sugarcoat it
Is it just me or have others known this:

To you, I was a book
You loved my cover
But my pages.. Are the reason
Were no longer lovers

While you tried to reach for my hand
All of me is turned to sand
I lost myself while wasting your time
I would say I wasted hours,
But it was never mine or never ours

So, I let myself go
And I let myself flow
Where rainbow rivers flow
I let go, something I could never do
With you