The one for me ? (Michael Afton x reader)

I wake and and sat up, gasping, I was sweating. I put my hand to my forehead and feel my wet hair. 

"Oh my god.."

I notice my breathing. It was staggered and fast. I put my hand to my heart. The thumps got louder and faster. I look at the mirror in front of me. I saw the moonlight illuminate my face. My hair was messy and my forehead glimmered. .

I wanted to see Micheal so bad. I knew that was a dream..but it felt so real. I take the blanket off and hug my knees. My eyes narrowed and I had a flashback of the night terror. I felt the panic, I saw him..drown..fade away..leave me..

I started to sob. Hot tears rolled down my face. I wiped them but they kept coming. I hid my head between my knees and sobbed harder. 

"No..not Micheal."

With each inhale I let a loud and painful sob out. The tears made my shirt wet. I wiped my nose with my sleeves and looked away. I kept seeing him die. I shake my head and keep crying.

"No..! No..! Not Micheal!" The tears kept rolling. I hug my knees tighter. I wasn't stopping. I knew he would be fine..

..right?

I inhale deeply and wipe my tears. I can't cry any longer. Looking to my right, the bedside table was there, and the clock was showed the time with a red glow.. 3:25 am.

I brush the hair out of my face. I should try to get back to sleep..after all I needed to rest. I put my head on the pillow and felt a bit better..but my heart longed to see Micheal. Even if it was for a glimpse! I just wanted to see him.

I close my eyes and try to sleep. Every time I did I saw him well..you know..

I shook my head and yelled at myself.

"Y/n ! He's fine! Just get to sleep already!"

I pull the covers to my chin and rest my eyes. They felt heavy due to the excessive amounts of crying I did. I slowly drifted to sleep. 

"MICHEAL NO!"

He bangs on the glass. His eyes go dull.

"MICHEAL DON'T LEAVE ME! PLEASE"

"SOMEONE HELP ME!"

I gasp and i'm awake again. 

"No, no! Not again!"

I lay my head on the pillow and tears went down again. I let them this time. I let my feelings take over me. Soon I was asleep again. 

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I woke up to the sound of a small child.

I open my eyes and groan. The sun light burned my eyes. I barely got any sleep last night. Flickering my eyes fully open, I turn and see Evan..he looked so tired.

"Miss Y/n..It's time to wake up..!"

I smile

"Thanks Evan" I yawned

He returned a yawn back to me.

"Didn't get a good sleep?" I asked

He shook his head. 

"Nightmares again.."

My eyes looked away.

"Me too.."

He nods and leaves me be. 

I get up and stretch. I didn't feel like leaving the bed. I walk to the mirror..and what a sight. My eyes were red, they had black dark circles around them. My hair was a tangled mess. My nose was a bit blocked from the crying. I sigh. What a crazy night. Turning to the white door in my room, I walk into the bathroom. I wash my face and brush my hair. It helped a bit..but I still looked tired. My eyes were less red..but still puffy. It looked like I cried for hours..which..well..I did.