For life | ??? (Yang Jungwon)

jungwon was sitting on my bed, his head leaning on the headboard. i sat beside him in silence, just staring at his side profile, as he continued reading his book.

how could he look so perfect just reading a book?

i then heard him chuckling. he looked at me. "i heard you" he said before putting his book down, finally. "sorry, i can't help it"

he stood up to get water, my eyes never leaving him. by now, he was gulping down the water very quickly.

damn.

after drinking the water, he handed it to me for me to drink. "i know i'm handsome but stop staring" he said. i took the glass from him, slowly chugging it down.

"i'm all yours" he looked at me with that stupid signature yang jungwon smile.

i almost spit out the water hearing what he said, but ended up choking. "gosh, yang jungwon" i said between my coughs.

•••

the clock hit midnight at last. before anything happened, jungwon whispered a small, "i'm sorry for what's about to happen" i could only smile at him.

my room suddenly got very cold, i was shivering. the walls turned, bloody red. my whole body was shaking.

i looked at jungwon who was already looking at me with his now crimson red eyes. he walked towards me, as i stepped backwards until my back hit the wall.

he finally stopped walking.

he leaned in, holding the back of my neck, pulling me closer to him, kissing me deeply. it was a long one, our longest kiss yet.

i kissed him back, it made me feel a bit better.

we slowly backed away, our lips grazing each other while our foreheads were still touching. i smiled at him. he lowkey smiled back, but only a small one.

he suddenly carried me, and then placing me on the study table. his face was still on my neck, but he managed to move me from the wall to the table.

with his super-speed, of course.

i remembered what he said,

"our souls will do...erh...whatever they need to, before finally mating with each other"

this went on for a good 2 hours.

the way i was on the study table, him kissing me passionately, while each our hands traveled the other's whole body.

and other things i couldn't bring myself to tell anyone about.

slowly, his lips traveled from my lips, my jaw, down to my neck where he finally stopped.

i felt his cold breath on my neck. i bit my inner cheek.

he had his hands, one on my waist and one on my shoulder.

i waited for the pain to come but it didn't. or more liked it hasn't.

as much as i wanted to tilt my head and check, deep inside, i knew i couldn't. so i stayed still and waited patiently.

i could hear jungwon's whisper,

"i'm really sorry..."

his sharp fangs went in contact with my neck.

his fangs slowly dug into my skin, making me groan in pain. i had his shirt in my hand, squeezing it for support.

my vision went blurry. i was tearing up, it hurt so much.

i knew he was trying to be gentle, but it still hurt, so much.

too much.

but the second he stopped, it hurt even more. the pain was indescribably painful. i could only sob while almost tearing his shirt because of how tight i was holding it.

it hurt even more because he started sucking the shit out of me. if it even was possible, my grip on jungwon's shirt tightened, and his grips on me tightened as well. except, now our bodies were touching.

there was literally no space in between us.

right at that moment, i completely lost control of myself. my soul took over. i didn't panic, though. because i trust him.

that's why i agreed in the first place. despite being scared for my life.

i trust jungwon.

with his hand on my shoulder, and the other on my waist. while i had mine one grabbing his shirt and the other in his hair.

my whole body felt weak. if jungwon were to let go, i would be on the cold, hard floor by now.

the stinging pain was slowly getting better. and as much as I hated saying this,

it turned into something i liked as seconds passed.

it turned into a pleasure.

so this must be what the book meant.

butterflies in my stomach, my warm body now on jungwon's, the arms he trapped me in, his embrace and the way his warm body pressed against mine.

i smiled in the middle of the whole thing, as jungwon continued his business.

after a while, the pain from before slowly came back. at first, i was fine with it. but as he stopped sucking, it was like someone was stabbing my neck 70 times.

as if someone was jumping up and down on my stomach, and hitting my head multiple times onto a stone wall.

before he finally let go, but the second he stopped sucking my blood was the second the pain came back again.

his head started to get back up straight, finally getting his fangs out of my neck. it hurt even more than the previous ones. i started to sob again.

however, before i even got the chance to, i felt his lips on mine, shutting me up.

he kissed me, again.

i kissed him back, of course. though it was not really me. my soul did that, after finally mating with jungwon's.

it finally ended, i could control my own body again. jungwon stood up straight, but his hands still on my waist. with his free hand, he put my hands on his neck, our lips still in contact.

i don't know how i didn't die considering the fact he sucked my blood for an hour straight.

well what can I say, vampire and sorceress business still get me thinking until now.

after we let go, he gave me a peck on my lips. he smiled at me, our foreheads still touching,

"you did it, princess"

i returned his smile, before kissing him yet again, this time even longer. "i love you so much, jungwon" i managed to say before blacking out.

i fainted, which happens often to female vampires after hours of blood-sucking matings.

it was not really fainting, i was still conscious, except my body had too little energy to even open my eyes.

i could feel jungwon carrying me bridal style and placed me on my bed. he laid down beside me and said,

"goodnight, my love"

and hugged me to sleep.